a wise man once said that distance makes the heart grow fonder. well was he true or what.a few months ago four people very important to my life left the town of our childhood. For something more a dream, a life something interesting anyway.
two of these friends that i charish very much have departed from each other. The dream of being together and living as one was not meant to be. I feel great saddness in my heart.
I also feel the distance, a great emptyness haunts me like a ghost. I can hear screams of joy and lauphter as i walk down those old fimilar streets. A tear comes to my eye and a smile to my face. My realization that no one is coming back to this place hasn't stuck. I wish for the old times only i would have replaced tim with david. I wish many nights now that i hadn't agreed to go back out with tim and presued something worth it. Why do these things happen and why do we feel alone??
oh how i wish my friends were here i miss them so very much.I have no one that i know closly anymore. Even krystal has moved to surrey and now i feel even more alone. " Here i go again on my own, going down the only road i've ever known" "Like a drifter i was born to walk alone"
although i have a great man by my side i still feel alone in this place. Its because he doesn't really belong here. He belongs in the city and soon he will be there again. A city boy and a country girl going down the road of life. biggrin heart twisted i am still ninja OS ninja ninja
PanthersRUs · Tue Apr 17, 2007 @ 12:17am · 0 Comments |