Feel lucky danm you! scream
I'm writing to you once again. 3nodding And for once it's not while I'm sitting bored in computer class. It's when I'm sitting bored at home. Actually I'm not bored I just wanted to type something. I really need to type faster.
Yeah.
I will read some fanfiction after this or re-read the naruto manga.
yeah
Spring break is this week. It's really sad how that one girl died though. Everyone will have that looming over their mind over break. aw well.....whats there to be done. Lindsay will be okay after a while. She needs a wheel chair though. I'm not sure how the other girl is doing. Last I heard she was put into and induced coma.
I got bored working on my art projects. I'm just not inspired. I don't even think that a trip over to elfwood would inspire me.
And I just know that sometime soon my parents will force me to be social. I've been in the house since school let out (excluding church) I feel bad, because, I'm bored. Nothing can hold my intrest for too long. And yet at the same time.........
It seems like...........
All other worlds.........
are so far away. A distant place I can never hope to be a part of. Through out reality and other dimensions of others minds, It's all so far away from me.
It kills me that my mother can see right through to me. Shes got me down like the back of her hand.
"some people" she tells me "like to live in misery"
And it's true. I don't understand why myself. Why do I wan to be miserable and alone?
Everything is so far away, Nothing is great enough to captivate my attention for long.
adhenefallen · Mon Mar 28, 2005 @ 06:41pm · 0 Comments |