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she seemed dressed in all of me..stretched across my shame,all the torment and the pain.leaked through and covered me.I'd do anything to have her to myself,just to have her for myself.Now i dont know what to do.i dont know what to do,when she makes me sad,she is everytinh to me.the unquieted dream.a song that no one sings,the unattanable.she's a myth that i have to belive in,all i need to make it real is one more reason,i dont know what to do i dont know what to do.when she makes me sad..but i wont let this build up in side of me..i wont let this build up in side of me, i wont let this build up in side of me. when i catch in my throat..CHOKE.. torn into pieces i won't NO,I dont want to be this but i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up in side of me...i wont let this build up in side of me..

SHE isin't real ... i cant make her real...

SHE isin't real ... i cant make her real...