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Oh, crud... I'm completely psyched, if by psyched one would mean freaked out, worried, distressed, or/and panicked.
Assessment test for college. Gaaa! I'm only seventeen-- I can't do this. &.& My mom says not to worry. That my brother did well on it. That my sister did well on it. Listen, mom, my brother's a freakin' genius. I do. Not. Match. Up. My sister? . . . I wouldn't say a genius. But she's probably smarter than me. &.&;; I mean, my brother's getting all these scholarships and he's learning all sorts of bleeping Asian languages. I can't even study a page of Latin without nodding off. talk2hand Please.
So I guess I'm going to be a huge disappointment. Because, basically my older brother hates our (my mom's) guts. So she's pinning all her hopes on the rest of us. So she can boast more, and introduce us to friends. Or something vaguely like that. My sister is getting to be some sort of genius artist, darn her to heck and gone. Where does that leave me?! That leaves me an immature idjit about to take the freakin' assessment test while completely unprepared. I'm screwed. Skroooooooood.
Sure, it's impossible to fail the assessment test. But I have little or no doubt that I will score very, very low.
Last time I was supposed to take it, I didn't have my ID. Embarrassing, that.

Screw this. I'm going to dig ditches for a living. scream

Edit: Scratch the ditch-digging. I don't care for manual labor. 4laugh
We, er, missed the assessment test... >.< Losing track of the time, we left way too late, and thus must reschedule. My mom said it was like being in the Twilight Zone. xP She kept apologizing to me. But since I didn't want to go anyway . . . rolleyes
Next time! I'll do it fer sure!