// Sad Realization //
I've realized that I'm over weight, to put it nicely. Approx. 60lb over.
Now I don't know about you, but to me thats a lot.
I don't even know if my body will allow me to loose that much weight,
but I know it's there and if it will come off I'm going to make it.
I feel lame about being so body conscious, but it's hard not to be in todays society.
I don't exactly have people telling me that I'm fat, but they don't have to see me naked either.
I feel like I have a tomboy body, like I should of been a man or something.
Oh well maybe I'm designed for some greater purpose.
Now I don't know about you, but to me thats a lot.
I don't even know if my body will allow me to loose that much weight,
but I know it's there and if it will come off I'm going to make it.
I feel lame about being so body conscious, but it's hard not to be in todays society.
I don't exactly have people telling me that I'm fat, but they don't have to see me naked either.
I feel like I have a tomboy body, like I should of been a man or something.
Oh well maybe I'm designed for some greater purpose.
