Yesterday = good. The first good day in a longlonglong time. Sasha came to school at lunch and I skipped third period to hang out with her. We found this dress that looks like some kinda hippie/peasant/anime/flower girl thing, it's simply amazing. And I didn't screw up at rehearsal at all.
Today = not so good. I think I prefer it when Zoe actually DOESN'T come to school, she's stuck in this bitchy moody zone where all she'll say is "This place is HELL" and text other people all day long. She bugs me. A lot. And frankly it's hard being around her. Also it's opening night, which equals more pressure and tension, plus I'm exhausted from already rehearsing till 10 every night and I just get the feeling I'll ******** up horribly somehow. Besides that, my money-making schemes have been working not so well, as noone's called me back about jobs yet and I'm facing the harsh reality that I may very well not be able to get a job in time. In which case I need to find some other method of income, and fast. I'm selling my bike, but that'll only bring in $100 at most, so I need at the very least a couple hundred more. It makes me sick to admit it but I'm starting to see a very grim summer ahead of me, which may not involve me seeing you guys.
But I try not to think about that. gonk
Brittastiq · Fri May 04, 2007 @ 01:01am · 4 Comments |