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DAMN it well I had some s**t on this but the damn window went all ******** up...so now I have to START ALLLLLLLLLLLL over. so here it goes

Ok Masturbation, why is it when someone even mentions it, they get all "eww wthat is gross, why are you talking about that, you perve?" Is it cuz they do it and are a shamed that they do cuz they are religious and try to look good for god who knows they do it anyway even tho he doesn't even care if you do! It is one of the most natural things we have left on this planet...dont tell me what is gross and not gross...hell I am an avid masturbater even tho I have a wife who gives me lots of sex...I just need more...maybe I am a borederline nympho. At any rate...it can be used to clam your nerves, help get ride of a headache, and for me sometimes helps me get to sleep. plus omg does it feel good, not that someone else wouldn't feel better tho. Again I ask and if anyone can give me a legit reason, WHY IS IT SO WRONG TO WANT TO PLEASURE ONES SELF!!!! Oh and for those of you who are brave enough to venture this answer...Do you masturbate? C'mon I know you can answer this...Yes sister in law not that I need to know for real but don't be shy...I wo'nt tell anyone!

Ok all of that aside..what is the one thing that bothers you the most? for me...I would say old people who drive like s**t. I think they should have to take a new test EVERY year after 50...I mean holy s**t do they not know what a speed limit is? I was on a road that had a speed limit of 45 and this old ******** was going 30!!!! Two lane road with solid yellow lines...I was pissed...oooo and then this one guy almost hit me when I Was working, he was in the turn lane with a left turn signal, then pulls out infront of me and I ahve to swerve outta the way and he doesn't give a second glance. I really wish I had a tank I would have plowed his ******** truck! ok so yeah tell me what bothers you the most?

as I sit here typing this I have on friend on her cell talking to me, and on on msn..both are cool chicks. but all this typing can hurt my hand sometimes and I don't usually raise my wrist so it don't hurt, I need one of them natural hand postion keyboards...they work wonders, but then again maybe I need a new desk and a wireless keyboard/mouse.

So yeah me and my sister in-law have been hanging out on sundays and I am glad I get to know her better...if it wasnt' for her I wouldn't be married to her sister...THANKS SIS!!! heheh but back to what I was talking about. WE play pool all the time...and out of 16 games..we are tied 8 wins apiece...sad I am 22 she is 14 sad but she is doing well..soon she will take her man out to the pool hall and royally kick his a**! But for now I will have to teach her to lose more..cuz I need to learn to win more...I have decent skill but not good enough! I enjoy her company tho...otherwise I would spend oh 9 hours here on Gaia...thanks again sis.

well now to end this mindless babble...I sit here and think or reflect on my life...what have I accomplished that is worth living for. For now all I have is my wife and her sister...both great people...some may say I married to young...sometimes with what I think about I might have...somethings I never have nor will experiance. I have to live with that for a long time...forever? who knows. What in your life do you feel makes your life worth living? If your young you have lots of time to make something happy dont be in a rush, let it come to you.

and PLEASE comment on this or any of my journal entries...I would like to read them