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I see him but he cant see me
I walk by him every day but he never noticed me
One day he said hi to me I froze not knowing what to do
All that went through my mind was “he talking to me he sees me now”
I went to put my hand up to say hi back but then a friend called to him
he just smiled at me then walk away
I was scared of why he talked to me but…
I couldn’t stop thinking of the smile he gave me
My heart jumped every time I thought of it
One day I got up the courage to tell him I’ve always loved him from afar
I was shaking as I walked to him…
All that went through my head was
“does he even feel the same? Should I just go back now?”
I told myself “stop he needs to know I cant go back now its to late”
I was so close then I seen another girl ran up to him and said “hey lets go out please this weekend”
My world fell I ran away in tears before he seen me
I wouldn’t look at him for the next few weeks
I knew that I would never be with him so I just gave up
Later on I found out I was moving far away I would never see him again
So I gave it another try I was going to tell him this time I didn’t care who got in the way
I went to his locker and waited for him he never showed
I over heard the next day he had to leave to go see some family that lived far away
And he would be gone for a few weeks… but I was leaving then…
It had come the day I was leaving my last day at school I said goodbye to all my friends
I went to his locker and put my hand on it as I started to tear looking down…
I looked up and said goodbye wishing I could see him one last time…
I put a note for him in his locker… i just wanted him to know everything…

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I see her but she doesn’t see me
I walk by her every day but she never noticed me
One day I got up the courage to talk to her I looked at her and said “hi”
She just looked at me and didn’t say anything…
I was so scared all that kept going through my head was
“she’s not talking does she think im a weirdo or something, oh im so stupid!”
Then my friend called me and she still hadn’t said anything…
So I just smiled at her and walked away
All that went through my head was
“she probably thinks im an idiot for saying hi and walking away like that”
But then I started to think of her wonderful eyes and I just fell in them
One day I seen her walking to him I was so scared I didn’t know what to do I just froze
Then one of my friends asked me to go out with her this weekend
We always did on weekends with the rest of our friends but…
I really didn’t want to so she wanted to make me…
I looked over and she was gone I wished she would have talked to me…
she seemed so sad for the nest few weeks so I didn’t want to bother her…
I started thinking I would never get to tell her how I felt…
A little while after that I had found out one of my family members was sick
We needed to leave right away to go see them…
I wanted to tell her how I felt before I left but didn’t have time…
I wished I could have said something… ill I thought about was her…
It was time for me to finally go home I was so happy I would see her again but…
It wouldn’t be for long we found out we had to move with my family member to help take care of them
I had came home and the next day I went to school
As I walked around I didn’t see her anywhere I had wondered where she was
I went to my locker when I opened it a latter fell out…
I picked it up...
I seen it was from her I didn’t know what to think I was afraid to open it...
In side it said “hey I know you probably don’t know me”
I thought “I know now I wished to be with you ever day since I seen you”
I read more it said “you might think this weird of me but I love you I know what you thinking crazy I could love someone I never talked to”
I thought “no it’s not crazy I love you to!”
I kept reading “I wish I could have told you before I had to leave but I guess it just wasn’t meant to be, I know you didn’t have the feelings I do”
I started to cry and said to myself “it was meant to be, I feel the same way about you to, why couldn’t I have told you how I felt”
Well a month later it was time for me to leave to my new home with the rest of my family…
The last day of school I told all my friends bye and I would see them again one day…
I went to her empty locker and put my hand on it and said
“I will never forget you and I will find you again one day and tell you how I feel”
I moved to my new home and went to my new school the next day…
She’s was still on my mind all the time…
I went to my new locker and put my things in it and I put her latter up in the corner to always have a her with me at my new school like I did at my old school…
I closed the door and looked to my right… I saw… it’s her!
My heart jumped she was with me again…
She looked up at me and just froze…
I grabbed her in my arms and I whispered in her ear “I always loved you to and I still do” as I started to tear
She put her arms around me and said “I still love you to”
From then on we would be together forever

The end