These
past couple of days have been very stressful on me...im falling into a
phase where i feel like it doesn't matter where im at i just feel like
i dont belong or im uncomphortable....weird i know but it's the way i
feel....I wish sometimes that life for me was perfect and made more
sense...I guess at one point in life people probably have felt the same
way but with me these feelings have seem to stick with me for a while.
I
feel like noone understands me or where im comeing from and for once it
would be nice to have someone who can relate to me...Im usually never
the type of girl who feels this way usually im happy and livin life to
it's fullest but that's not me lately i lost that vibe....have you ever
just felt like you wanted to just shut the whole world out and block
everyone out and just be alone sitting peacefully by yourself so you
can just breathe? well i do.....Sometimes it's nice to be alone and
away from this crazy world we live in these days..i spend a lot of my
time thinking and asking questions.....figureing things out....it's
just what i do.
Maybe im just crazy
but i don't care what anyone thinks about me ive learned that it
doesn't matter what people say or think cuz it's not worth it and
because you know who you are and what your all about regardless what
anyone says...hmmmm....i may sound dumb writing these blogs on here but
it's a release to get things out usually i'll write a song or poetry
but lately it's blogs for me, i like to speak my mind on what my heart
feels not ever afraid to say what i want to say anyways im out maybe
another time i'll write on here again but for now Latez!
past couple of days have been very stressful on me...im falling into a
phase where i feel like it doesn't matter where im at i just feel like
i dont belong or im uncomphortable....weird i know but it's the way i
feel....I wish sometimes that life for me was perfect and made more
sense...I guess at one point in life people probably have felt the same
way but with me these feelings have seem to stick with me for a while.
I
feel like noone understands me or where im comeing from and for once it
would be nice to have someone who can relate to me...Im usually never
the type of girl who feels this way usually im happy and livin life to
it's fullest but that's not me lately i lost that vibe....have you ever
just felt like you wanted to just shut the whole world out and block
everyone out and just be alone sitting peacefully by yourself so you
can just breathe? well i do.....Sometimes it's nice to be alone and
away from this crazy world we live in these days..i spend a lot of my
time thinking and asking questions.....figureing things out....it's
just what i do.
Maybe im just crazy
but i don't care what anyone thinks about me ive learned that it
doesn't matter what people say or think cuz it's not worth it and
because you know who you are and what your all about regardless what
anyone says...hmmmm....i may sound dumb writing these blogs on here but
it's a release to get things out usually i'll write a song or poetry
but lately it's blogs for me, i like to speak my mind on what my heart
feels not ever afraid to say what i want to say anyways im out maybe
another time i'll write on here again but for now Latez!
