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I having a bad night, I just found out via his facebook account that my brother is moving across the country. I don't get to see him a lot and I miss him even when he is living in the same city. He is 6 years older than me so we havn't been that close since the last few years (because till now we havn't really been on the same intellectual/emotional level) and now he is moving to pursue the scene in Toronto. I know it is what is best for him and his life but I just want to be selfish and get him to stay so I can get to know my brother better. I think it is just cause I've been really missing him lately, even before i heard (read) the news. And what makes me even sadder is that I can;t even call him up and tell him this because 1) we arn't that close (though I really really wish we were) and 2) I probably wouldn't be able to find him, he is so busy.

A little about myself:

I'm 17, only 6 months and 2 days till I'm legal age here.
I think its cool that I'm excited not only to be able to drink, and other but that I can also vote in the next election! I think thats cool.

Yes, If you havn't already noticed (I practically have a rainbow banned above my head) I'm a lesbian. I'm Single and love to flirt.

My favorite thing on here is reading and debating on forums and recieving/giving random PMs to complete strangers.

My favorites:
Color: Blue
Body features: Eyes, silky hair, tasteful and elegant tattoos, and tongue rings
Quote: Valerie's Auotbiography: "An Inch. It is small and it is fragile, and it is the only thing in the world worth having.we must never lose it or give it away. We must never let them take it from us."
Subject: Psychology
Shows: Buffy the Vampire Slayer and X's and Ohhs
Word: Voluptuous
Random thing: Full moons. I always feel safer when there is a full moon out, or if I can see the constalation of Orion.

NOTE: I absolutely LOVE random PMs. I won't think your a stalker (well maybe, but I've been called one myself)
Just message me and we can chat.
Anyway, back to journal entry.

And back to the single life for me.
Have you ever noticed that as soon as you've broken up with someone you start to have random fanasties again? While I was datind I didn't daydream very often, but now... like holy crap. I was even pictureing one of my teachers naked today... weird.
If your reading this and have done this please comment so I don't feel as much like a freak lol.