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Semester ending...*curses* |
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Hey Greg,
wow...the semester is coming to a close tomorrow..err...i mean today... it's like 5:15 now and i have three more chapters to read and another paper to write, i just needed a break...so what do i do? i come write about it...god i must have a problem... rahr... anyway history sucks...it's bloody boring as hell and it doesn't even take thought to do the work that bothers me...grr... it's a bunch of memorization, that's it! history is offically the worst subject in the world... *sigh* but alas my break was not meant to last so guess where i'm going. yep. you got it...back to the lousy history homework...*sigh* well i hope new mexico'll work out for you next year... love and miss you, as always...
~mai
 SaeForever · Fri Apr 15, 2005 @ 10:20am · 0 Comments |
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My on-and-only...come back... |
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Dear Greg,
when you said to me last year that you promised to be back for junior year, you'd promised right? i wish you could come back... i love you more than you know, but maybe you already know that and i'm being stupid for hoping that you'd love me back... what am i doing continuing to love you? is it wrong like people say so? i cried the night you told me you wouldn't be coming back... you don't know how much i feel like dissapearing and crying, or better yet, to be down there in New Mexico with you, as a friend...since you obviously don't love me, or at least don't show so... god how i wish i could actually tell you how i feel... i'm scared our friendship might get hurt... i'm not very good at relationship stuff... i just know that since the day i met you i loved you... i hope you someday understand...
love,
maria
SaeForever · Tue Apr 12, 2005 @ 02:41am · 0 Comments |
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Dear Greg,
My best friend Mel just broke up with her boyfriend...who was being a real jerk as of late... curse him! anyway, she's in tears and i don't know what to do, cause i hate to see her like that... so i guess i'm kinda dumb... but i called her to see if i could cheer her up and maybe take her mind off the whole thing...and she bit my head off...i don't blame her...but i hate seeing my best friends being so sad, and i tried really hard not to offend her or make myself sound nonchalant about the whole thing like i didn't really care, but i do...and i don't know if what i did was right...but *takes a deep breath* i just needed to get that all out...
well i hope with all my heart that she feels better and that chantz might do even just a tiny little something to make it up to her... well the latter isn't even a realistic thought...but it was a nice one... damn that chantz...he's been so mean to her!
well...i have to go but tell me... how do i cheer someone up who's feeling so down? ...or maybe i should just wait and let her deal with it on her own...even though that makes me feel like a negligent friend... *sighs*
~mia
SaeForever · Thu Mar 31, 2005 @ 05:31pm · 0 Comments |
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Ahh... Love at first...sound? |
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My Dearest Guregu!
Hey sorry I haven't written in so long... Aida finished and as much of a bear as it was... I kindof miss it... I wish you could've seen it... oh well, you can come to the play next year. i wish we could do Phantom of the Opera, but our chior director thinks it's demonic...grr...may the Opera Phantom come down upon him!!!
But the real reason i miss Aida is because i was really getting to like this guy...we'll call him Trevor for now...anyway, each performance (and there were like ten or twelve i'd send him a rose or carnation at the end with a little hint as to who i/his secret admirer was... god... his voice is amazing! *faints* he got to play a minor lead (awesome for a s'more!) and that's when i fell in love with his voice as well as everything else about him. well the last night i told him who i was and he can sometimes be a jerk about things like that (just a minor detail i don't like, but that won't get in the way at all! muahaha) and i was scared he'd say or do something stupid and i'm really shy about things like that... i'm in highschool and i still haven't had my first kiss *cough* anyways at the very end, i wasn't able to confront him and tell him personally how i felt... so i endd up writing out how i felt on a 3x5 notecard that went with the flower... god the agony i was in hoping that a friend of his wouldn't read it, but at last he got the rose! *gets on her knees and praises the almighty god* so after that i wanted to ask him if he felt anything for me but *curses* spring break came and i didn't get the chance to ask... so i shall on monday! *raises an eyebrow* i never thought i'd be looking forward to school... *shrugs* oh well ^-^
Anyway, i just saw The Ring 2 and it was really scarrryyy!!! *shivers involuntarity* and of all things i dicided to watch today i'm watching the Ring... the first one... and i'm at the end... where sadako *cough* sorry japanese names stick better for me, kills Riuji... *cough* Noah... anyway
i'm on spring break... and i need to write in here more...*dies* i've been oh-too-negligent of my journal!!!
well that's all for now! love ya greg and i hope you didn't get too jealous about mr. trevor there! *giggles* haha well bye!
~mia
SaeForever · Wed Mar 30, 2005 @ 04:50pm · 0 Comments |
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Wazza! The Nubian Slave is back! |
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Dear Greg,
Today i just got back from Aida rehersaling (which actually ends at nine, but i escaped half an hour early)...gha...being a nubian slave is tiring... well if you want to know, Aida is a romeo and juliet romance, except that nubians become slaves to the Egyptians but other than that, it's wonderful and my obsession (for the past four months) is a minor lead role if you know what i mean ^-^ ...aww...my Trevor... anyway today at rehersals he missed his cue to come on stage and since his last name is Kolle (pronounced Collie like the dog) people were whistling and calling "come 'ere Trevor! come 'ere boy!" it was really funny, as well as when he got a basket stuck on his head backstage xD other than that, my day was good ^-^
for my classes i get to take a bunch of fun stuff including two programming classes seeing as that's the field that i plan on excelling in...anyway you don't want to hear this so i'll stop ^^
mais je parle francais avec vous. vous comprende? je adore gregoire et trevor, mais ou tres aimer beaucoup? trevor n'aime pas moi, et gregoire n'aime pas moi... je tres cofuse! xD (don't think that's a word!)
tora tha sas miliso liga elinika, epithi nomizo oti meriki apo sas xerete galika kai then sas thelo na xerete oti thipote ap' afta pou skeftomai... then birazi, kalinihta sa oli, kai yiasou yia tora
~mia
SaeForever · Thu Mar 03, 2005 @ 02:49am · 0 Comments |
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My First Entry! ^-^ yeee! go me! |
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Dear Greg,
I'm all excited, i just got my journal going...i don't know if i'll be motivated to keep it up, but i'll try! ^-^ actually it's 6:30 and i have to get ready for school, but i promise i'll post when i get home! Bye!
~mia
SaeForever · Wed Mar 02, 2005 @ 11:36am · 0 Comments |
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