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Well it has become painfully obvious that no one reads this but yet I continue to type,why,we will never know. I have been exploring my darker side though and exposing all my secrets,well most of them. It has caused me to be a little more depressed but also a little releived at the same time. There are some secrets I am not revealing and I don't think I ever will, if there is a hell these secrets are the ones that have condemed me to it. They disturb even me and I would rather just push them to the back of my mind and have them dissapear. It will never happen but hey, I can try,right? Also the happy dance I did for gaining the extra 5 pounds caused me to lose them,needs more double big-macs and will gets them soon.