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I won't be going to the school anymore.

This is a decision I've spent a long time thinking over, and rumbling around in my head but I have decided it's the right one. No, I'm not dropping out of school I'm going back to homeschooling. Along with that SAT, and ACT prep. I'll be taking them either in the fall or in the spring, and the semester after that I'll be starting collage.

I'll be getting ahead in life. Not only in the schooling place, but the working place because this means I can pick up a job and help pay for stuff that would normally not be paid for, such as phone. (As most of you may know my phone it's been turned off.)

Either way, I'm not 'quitting' as some of you put it last time I was taken out and Home Schooling. I'm pushing myself, and getting ahead. There are some personal reason's behind this as well. Again, a lot of you may know about the issues my Mother has had with the office. Either way, I'd just like to inform you all. Tomorrow will be my last day. I will not be coming back, and I love you, and will miss you all a lot.

What do you want to know about me? I’m Caitlyn, but I’m commonly referred to by; ‘Kaye’, ‘Katie’, ‘Caity’, and by a select few ‘Kitty’.

I’m a doormat, I don’t like to start things so I will commonly let people walk all over me; unless it’s something I truly believe in, or you’re starting something with my friends. I’m protective of them, and I would give my life to protect them, or stand up for them because I know them more then some stupid prep, or jock who is judging them or labeling them.

I don’t like labels, as the ONLY thing in my journal said. You should be you, not some title for the world. Sure, you can be into the style, but you should never say… “Ohh, Yea… I’m an Emo-Kid, I cut myself, and think the world is out to get me.” It’s a stereo-type and if you do think and do such things then there’s something medically wrong with you, you’re not just following some trend.

I believe love is love and it shouldn’t matter who you are, or what color your skin is, or what gender you are; if you love someone nothing should matter. You shouldn’t let the world and it’s petty views on interracial, or homosexual relationships get in your way. I’m fifteen, and bisexual, and have more then enough knowledge to know what that means.

I attend church, though there are some things I disagree with my church on, but all in all I believe that it is a fantastic place. It’s somewhere I can go and feel safe. My youth group is small-ish but at least everyone takes the time to get to know one another. It’s a place I feel at home, even when I don’t feel at home in my own house.

Unlike most of the people here on the Internet who complain about their home-life I’m going to give it to you strait. Sure, I get into arguments. Some worse then others but I still love my parents. Every teenager around this age gets into fights with their parents it’s just something you get used to. I don’t cut. I don’t do drugs. I drink on occasion when my parents let me. I try to be an all around OK kid; a normal teenager.

Music is important to my life. I life, breathe, sleep, eat, and drink music. It’s what keeps me going on a day to day basis. I have several things wrong with me medically, Endometriosis, Clinical Depression, and a bunch of other things with my digestive system and with my brain. My phobia’s practically rule my life, but again I take medication and I’m trying to get past everything and be a normal kid.

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