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Wow....Long time no post....
So, lets start from the beginning...As some people already know...me and Brandi broke up. We thought it would be best to see other people and thats just what she's doing...she has a boyfriend and I well....don't. I asked a friend of mine named paige out and sorta got rejected....I was almost in tears...But Paige and I are still friends and according to her friends are all that matters...sure...uh-huh...what matters is I want to be with her and she sees me as just a friend. And, I didn't even exactly ask her out...After the football game I asked her if I could talk to her and without me saying another thing, she right away said, "I'm going to write you a note and give it to you on Monday." So, pretty much, I knew I was getting shot down right then and there...so she gave me the not and ran to the bathroom in tears because she apparently felt so bad about it....that, I don't understand. If you feel bad about turning someone down, then obviousely you didn't do the right thing...But really....I like her SOOOOO much and to her...were just "friends"...well, I'm gunna go ahead and go now...I'll try to stay in touch with everyone and post more...comment if you want to...
Era Ledvishodon · Mon Oct 24, 2005 @ 06:50pm · 2 Comments |
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MY FAVORITE SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Niki FM"
Let's go down now into the darkness of your thoughts hurry up now we're waiting for us to fall I fall to pieces now (I fall to pieces now) a broken mirror (I fall to pieces) in your life
The silence in black and white falling forward as she walks toward the light
I KNOW I'm outside of your window with my radio
I sleep with one eye open so I can see you breathing (I sleep with one eye open) I follow your chest home Until I, (so I can see you breathing) I can see you, I can hear you breathe in exhale
The silence in black and white
I KNOW I'm outside of your window with my radio I KNOW I'm outside of your window with my radio
KNOW KNOW
I'm outside of your window with my radio (so I can see you breathing) I'm outside of your window with my radio (so I can see you breathing) I'm outside of your window with my radio (so I can see you breathing)
I'm outside of your window with my radio you are the only station you play the song I know you are the song I know
Era Ledvishodon · Mon Aug 08, 2005 @ 11:29pm · 2 Comments |
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"Blood"
I will forgive but I won't forget And I hope you know you've lost my respect
You better watch out If you don't know whats going on around you You better think twice Before you fly off the handle and lose it You better join us Before you get lost in the shuffle You better rise against The demons that are gonna try and hold you down
Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love? Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love? The ones you love, the ones you love, the ones you love
Cause I'm not a pawn for you to play in your ******** game I've got dignity and a dream that I want to achieve The pressure, your troubled and you let me down I'm not deaf and all I hear is your empty promises
Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love? Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love? Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love? Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love? The ones you love, the ones you love, the ones you love
Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love? Yes it runs in your blood to betray the ones you love! Yes it runs in your blood to betray the ones you love! Yes it runs in your blood to betray the ones you love! Yes it runs in your blood to betray the ones you love!
I will forgive but I won't forget And I hope you know you've lost my respect
Yes it runs in your blood to betray the ones you love Yes it runs in your blood to betray the ones you love
Era Ledvishodon · Sat Jul 30, 2005 @ 07:24pm · 1 Comments |
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So, We're at my house right now. We just woke up...Who is we you ask? Me, Josh, and Guy. Michael already left. JESUS WENT HOME! Yea..So We all went to the movies and Brandi, Jaiden, Louise, and Megan came too. It was sorta a thing for kids only goin into Highschool but Guy came anyways...I still say Duck Boy shoulda came... So, we went and saw The Island. We supposed to see War of the Worlds but it sold out before everyone bought tickets. So just about everyone was there and all of a sudden Josh just takes off, I mean, He just started to run as fast as he could. Not know what he was doing I followed. We ended up finding Brandi and Jaiden. So, back to the movie. It was a preety good movie, at least thats what I thought. But I missed most of the movie cuz I kept lookin at Brandi. I got so mad at myself because I could have kissed her...but I didn't...so everyone else went away and me and her just started talking you know? And I even told her, if I didn't kiss her by the end of the night that I was either gunna beat myself up or gunna go insane. So, We all started to walk out to the parking lot and Guy, Jaiden, Michael, my brother and my mom all went up ahead while Josh hung back with me and Brandi. At that point it started to hit me, Shes my Girlfriend...and I reeeeeeeeeely wanted to kiss her, So, as we got near the turn I just grabbed her said come here and kissed her...It was amazing...like...overly awsome...So, then Me, Guy, Josh, and Michael got home and we did some stuff...I can't reely remember...then Brandi called and we talked for a good amount of time. So, after we said our goodbyes we all went and watched the Grudge...It wasn't reely that scary but I do have to admit I still have images of a FRIKKEN GIRL WITH NO LOWER JAW STUK IN MY MIND!! Ok...keep it together...The movie ended with me clutching a pillow...Michael clutching the lower half (It's a reely long pillow)...Guy just so plain scared out of his mind he didn't even watch it. Josh wasn't even phased...You know Josh, Not scared of ANYTHING! well, We went out to the living room and talk about stuff. I think Guy went out first then me. Josh swears I was moaning in my sleep, But I don't belive him...I don't even remember dreaming. I do remember Brandi though. Well, thats about all I got. Byebye everyone.
Era Ledvishodon · Mon Jul 25, 2005 @ 01:41pm · 2 Comments |
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Existentialism On Prom Night
When the sun came up, We were sleeping in, Sunk inside our blankets, Sprawled across the bed, And we were dreaming,
There are moments when, When I know it ends, The world revolves around us, And were keeping it, Keeping it all going, This delicate balance, Vulnerable all knowing,
Sing like you think no one's listening, You would kill for this, Just a little bit, Just a little bit, You would,
Sing like you think no one's listening, You would kill for this, Just a little bit, Just a little bit, You would, you would...
Sing me something soft, Sad and delicate, Or loud and out of key, Sing me anything, Were glad for what we've got, Done with what we've lost Our whole lives laid out right in front of us,
Sing like you think no one's listening, You would kill for this, Just a little bit, Just a little bit, You would,
Sing like you think no one's listening, You would kill for this, Just a little bit, Just a little bit, You would, you would....
Sing me something soft, Sad and delicate, Or loud and out of key, Sing me anything.
Era Ledvishodon · Tue Jul 19, 2005 @ 09:21pm · 1 Comments |
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"Niki FM"
Let's go down now into the darkness of your thoughts hurry up now we're waiting for us to fall I fall to pieces now (I fall to pieces now) a broken mirror (I fall to pieces) in your life
The silence in black and white falling forward as she walks toward the light
I KNOW I'm outside of your window with my radio
I sleep with one eye open so I can see you breathing (I sleep with one eye open) I follow your chest home Until I, (so I can see you breathing) I can see you, I can hear you breathe in exhale
The silence in black and white
I KNOW I'm outside of your window with my radio I KNOW I'm outside of your window with my radio
KNOW KNOW
I'm outside of your window with my radio (so I can see you breathing) I'm outside of your window with my radio (so I can see you breathing) I'm outside of your window with my radio (so I can see you breathing)
I'm outside of your window with my radio you are the only station you play the song I know you are the song I know
Era Ledvishodon · Tue Jul 19, 2005 @ 03:23pm · 0 Comments |
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Here is a picture of Era for all of you that don't know.
Era Ledvishodon · Sun Jul 17, 2005 @ 11:54pm · 1 Comments |
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