So lately I've been thinking, and I've come to pretty odd solutions lol.
I've been with my 3 month old niece all day today and yesterday.
Now all who know me, know that my life long dream is to be a mother, I love working with kids and that's the one thing I've always wanted was my own baby.
Anyways, so I've been with her, and she of course cried endlessly.
It made me think that maybe I can't handle not being able to give a kid back. Waking up and realizing that I can't give it back if its starts hurting my head. I'm in for life. I know I could handle it with the help of my soon to be husband(he doesn't believe me but he is great with kids) and my family, but am I really cut out to be a mom?? I wanna say yes with all my heart, I really do, but I'm not sure I can. Thats just so not cool for me. Or my fiancee(he really wants 2 babies). Maybe thiss feeling will go away while I age. Maybe. I'll let y'all know how it goes, and if I ever get prego I'll let y'all know that too lol : )
I've been with my 3 month old niece all day today and yesterday.
Now all who know me, know that my life long dream is to be a mother, I love working with kids and that's the one thing I've always wanted was my own baby.
Anyways, so I've been with her, and she of course cried endlessly.
It made me think that maybe I can't handle not being able to give a kid back. Waking up and realizing that I can't give it back if its starts hurting my head. I'm in for life. I know I could handle it with the help of my soon to be husband(he doesn't believe me but he is great with kids) and my family, but am I really cut out to be a mom?? I wanna say yes with all my heart, I really do, but I'm not sure I can. Thats just so not cool for me. Or my fiancee(he really wants 2 babies). Maybe thiss feeling will go away while I age. Maybe. I'll let y'all know how it goes, and if I ever get prego I'll let y'all know that too lol : )
