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yesterday was awesome
i went over to amanda's house at like 11 am
and we did our chem project
dude
diet sprite + mentos = o.O the cieling is wet
XD
it was awesome!!
i needa like put the video online somehow lol
cuz it was sooooooooooooo awesome!!
wednesday we have a destiny day and we're gonna be all like service work
so afterwards, when we getout at like 12:30
my friends and i may go to the mall
its gonna BE AWESOME!!
lewhOOOtttt
 AyaKawaii · Mon Mar 13, 2006 @ 05:33pm · 0 Comments |
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goldie locks and the three bears |
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basically i need gold
if u can donate
that would be lovely
AyaKawaii · Fri Mar 10, 2006 @ 03:19pm · 0 Comments |
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i recruited a gaia
oh hohohoho
she is so gonna convert to a gaia junkie
bwahahaa
and omg
i haven't been on for a while
everything's so DIFFERENT
and whats with those lame boxes
urrrggg
AyaKawaii · Thu Mar 09, 2006 @ 05:43pm · 0 Comments |
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Can't you see that you're smothering me... |
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I really wanna do forensics
Like i really really really wanna go to meets
and its like the ONE club that i really wanna be a part of
and i usually DON'T wanna be a part of anything
but my mom is telling me that i can't
because she thinks it'll interfere with my work
because i won't get into college unless im the biggest genius in the world
something im far from
and i hate it
why won't she let me do this?
the one thing i wanna do
i never asked her if i could do ANYTHING
as a kid i never asked to join a team
do ballet
ride a horse
NEVER
and now im asking for this one thing
just one thing
and she says no
i hate this
softly
AyaKawaii · Thu Feb 09, 2006 @ 04:28am · 0 Comments |
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umm...i've become addicted to the following
1. full metal alchemist
2. ed from full metal alchemist...he's fcuking hottie!!
3. sudoku
4. crosswords puzzles
5. umm...nothing else...>.<;;;
<3
AyaKawaii · Sun Feb 05, 2006 @ 06:15am · 0 Comments |
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okay yeah yeah i know i said i would like never get on gaia again due to personal issues
but im a loser
and im stupid
and a pushover
so sue me
im back on gaia
i repeat
so sue me
We're making salads in world lit.....just wow....
how wierd of a project is that
salad...
but hey
i get to eat
and God knows i need that food
XD
mom came to la escuela esta manana to see mi maestra de espanol
she is like freaked now
she told la Sra. to send her an email every time i didn't do la tarea
which sucks
cuz like
that means i get to deal with it at home
xP
oh snap
well i guess thats just what i get for getting a C+
i know everyone is in shock
but not as much as i am
cuz like i haven't gotten a C on my report card since 1st semester of 4th grade!
im such an idiot
xP
oy
well im outtie
if you read this
comment goddammit!!!!
<33
heart raea chan
AyaKawaii · Tue Jan 31, 2006 @ 05:40pm · 0 Comments |
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Always And Forever~Chapter 3 |
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AyaKawaii · Sun Dec 25, 2005 @ 05:17pm · 0 Comments |
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Always and Forever~Chapter 2 |
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AyaKawaii · Thu Dec 08, 2005 @ 04:58am · 0 Comments |
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Always and Forever ~ Chapter 1 |
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Mary dragged her feet through the wet grass of the park. The cool breeze of the night brushed up against her cheeks. She wiped her tears with her sleeve and pulled her jacket tighter around her body as she ran the night?s events through her head.
Earlier that night she was just sitting quietly in her empty room trying to concentrate on her homework. She sighed hopelessly. Trigonometry was just too difficult for her. Looking up, she gazed at the room her stepsister, Sarah, forced her to live in. Her ?room? consisted of a bed and a desk, both very old and broken. The walls were bare and her closet seemed just like a hole in the wall. Sarah wouldn?t let Mary have any possessions that would make her happy in any way. She wanted Mary to be miserable.
Mary?s father died when she was a little girl. She remembered the faint scent of cologne that her father wore when she hugged him. His embrace always felt comforting around her. Her mother died giving birth to Mary, and Sarah never failed to remind her of that. When she was four, her father remarried a wonderful woman that Mary loved, but was never too fond of her daughter Sarah because she was always mean to her. Unfortunately, shortly after the marriage, her father died. When she was 15, Mary fell very sick and her stepmother went out to get her medicine leaving Mary home with Sarah to take care of her. She never came back and later that night, the two girls found out that she died in an accident. Sarah, who was 23 at the time, took custody of her little stepsister. Ever since that night however, Sarah had been so cruel to Mary.
It was two years after the death of her stepmother. She was just trying to get by, but feeling that her life was as hopeless as her trigonometry homework. She tried again and found herself at the same place she kept getting stuck. She sighed angrily.
?WHERE IS IT!?! YOU DIRTY LITTLE THING!!? Sarah burst into Mary?s room followed by the strong smell of alcohol. Bewildered, Mary just blinked at her clueless. ?YOU STOLE IT!! YOU STUPID GIRL!! YOU STOLE IT!! WHERE IS IT?!?
?What?? Mary managed to squeak. Her stepsister reeked of alcohol. She feared what she would do to her.
By this point, Sarah was enraged. She glared menacingly at Mary.
?YOU!? She pointed at Mary. ?YOU STOLE YOUR MOTHER?S LIFE! YOU KILLED YOUR FATHER! THAT WAS NEVER ENOUGH FOR YOU! YOU HAD TO TAKE MY MOTHER!! AND NOW, YOU TRY AND STEAL MY THINGS!!!? Sarah spoke hoarsely as she inched closer to the bed Mary was sitting on. ?YOU STUPID GIRL!!!! I HATE YOU!!? She shrieked as she struck Mary?s face.
Mary cowered in fear hoping mercy would deliver. The pain was overwhelming. It spread through her whole body as Sarah kicked her repeatedly. The tears poured uncontrollably from her eyes, but she made no sound. Sarah continued beating.
?YOU KILLED MY MOM!! I HATE YOU!!!? She screamed over and over again. ?I WISH YOU WOULD DIE!!!?
Then, just as suddenly as she came, Sarah left. Mary lay still on her bed covered in blood and bruises. It hurt to even move. Finally the tears stopped.
?Why?? she whispered to herself. ?Why does this always happen to me? Mommy? I?m so, so sorry. Daddy, come back! Daddy...? she trailed off.
After a while, she got up slowly and carefully hoping that her bed wouldn?t creak. She crept over to the door and peeked out to see if Sarah was still awake. The whole house was dark and silent. Closing the door, she felt a rush of relief and flicked the lights on.
She made her way to her mirror and stared at her reflection. Her lip was bleeding and she had a long cut under her eye. Both arms had bad bruises and cuts on them. The blood from her lip started streaming down her neck. She wiped it with her hand. She tried to move her neck to the right to see the damage on her side. Her face grimaced.
Turning away from the mirror ashamed, she went over to her closet, finding a clean long-sleeve shirt and a clean pair of pants. She put them on and folded the dirty ones placing them in a neat pile on her bed. Snatching her jacket from the closet, she pulled it tight around her body. She turned off the lights. As she made her way across her room, she got another glimpse of her reflection in the mirror.
?I?m so alone,? she whispered into the darkness.
Mary was a loner. That?s how everyone at school knew her. Before everyone in her family died, she had friends, but they all abandoned her. Well to be honest she distanced herself from them. Her heart was closed off to anyone and everyone. Anyone who tried to get close to her, she made sure to push them away. She?d build a wall around herself and never let anyone in. She was so afraid of pain. Everyone she ever loved had died. Not only had they died, but they died because of her. She thought it would be easier if she just had no one in her life. She hated being alone, but how could she open up to anyone? She knew it was better if she had no one. Her world was dark, isolated, and cold.
The window flew open loudly. Mary paused, afraid Sarah would come and finish her off. Standing by the window, the cool breeze felt soothing as it gently stroked her wounds. Her hood felt protective as she pulled it tightly over her head, hiding her face and her wounds. She grabbed the only pair of shoes she owned and quietly sneaked out the window.
She climbed down the tree that was right outside her window. After she reached the ground, she jumped over the fence and just began to walk. She had no idea where she was headed.
The rustling from the tree above interrupted her thoughts. She came back and found herself sitting at the base of the tree. She looked up. After a long moment of silence, she just shrugged. Probably just a bird or a squirrel, she thought. Her thoughts turned back to Sarah.
?What did I steal?? she whispered to herself. ?I never touch her stuff. Did I take anything?? She tried to remember if she borrowed anything from Sarah. Nothing. ?Mommy, I?m so sorry. I never meant to kill you. Please forgive me.?
The wind started blowing harder around her. Lightning cracked in the sky followed by the boom of thunder. Mary gazed at the sky a moment.
?I?m a murderer,? she whispered. ?So why should I live? Why? If I was gone, no one would notice. No one would care. They?d probably even be happy. So why should I??
Overhead, the rustling came again. She looked up frightened. Maybe I should get out of here, she thought. She got up slowly and ran home, getting into her room the same way she got out. Sarah was dead asleep in her own room and Mary had come and gone unnoticed. She sighed with relief as she plopped down on her bed and attempted to get a few hours of sleep.
[sorry tis so long....]
AyaKawaii · Mon Nov 21, 2005 @ 11:50pm · 0 Comments |
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