Well, I finally had my baby girl on September 16th, 2008 at 7:28pm. She was so beautiful I cried, I couldnt believe all the wonderful things that happened that day. I was having alot of trouble with Elena'a Dad (thats my babys name) Jason (my fiance) but that day she was born everything just fell into place he was the first to look at her, he even cut her cord after she came into this world, and now that Elena is almost 3 months old we couldnt be happier, he is one of the greatest dads I have ever known, I dont know what I would do without him. Im so glad I waited until after Elena was born to decide if I wanted to make our relationship work. And Im glad we are. We are also getting married probably within the next 3 yrs. when he has his own stable health insurance and we are in a better apartment or our first home. And also so we can save enough money to have the wedding of OUR dreams, (not just mine) Jason and Elena have just completed my life, I thought I would never get on the right track and now I am a full time mom and I cant picture my life any other way. I dont even remember how I used to be, I mean I know I drank, smoked, and did alot of drugs but I just didnt like where my life was heading and then I met Jason and his family and everything changed. FOR THE BETTER. I never want to watch my daughter go through what I went through my whole life until now. Disappointment, Failure, Ashamed, Unwanted, and Exiled. From everyone including my FAMILY! I just want the chance to make things right and give her the life I never had *tear tear* I love you Jason and Elena my world is so much better and complete with you.
pnkfrydth · Sat Nov 29, 2008 @ 04:09am · 0 Comments |