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yay! The dance is today!
I sure hope today is a good day... I slept in late (10 is late to me) and later, I guess I'm going over to Ian's to help him make a shirt.
Tonight, I am cooking dinner for Gretchen and I and then we are going to go to the dance... hehehe, Gretchen is going to be in a dress biggrin (I'm not lauging at her, I'm just laughing)
Hmm... I think I was supposed to work on ceaning my room and/or the kitchen... oh well...
 Takainashi · Sat Mar 12, 2005 @ 05:21pm · 0 Comments |
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Gerrr... Mr. S is getting fing annoying. I am no longer going to call him Mr. Tom (if I can remember). We should actually be doing work and not screwing around. I was hoping we were going to be able to do something, but no. He showed up late, from that we "worked" for only an hour, and we did maybe two things. It just pisses me off.
Also, I don't really feel like I can write as much stuff in here anymore. I'm sorry, but I was more comfortable knowing that (for the most part) it was only a select few who would read it. I am just more comfortable talking to them and being open with them than I am with anyone else, mainly becaue I have talked to them longer on more personal things so I know I can trust them more.
I'm sorry for how I am/have been acting. I really am. I just feel bad, and them I feel bad for feeling bad and itcreates one of those god damn circles that I hate. Just a never ending ring of depression... yay...
I just don't know what to do any more... "Do about what?" you may ask... well, I don't really know. I just dont know.
Just so many thing have been bringing me down lately. For starters, getting yelled at by so many people (not all about the same thing), not doing anything for set (we waited longer than we worked), I feel bad about what is going on with one person, and also I feel bad for another (because of how I am guessing she feels, yet she wont talk about it to anyone and probably doesn't even realize I'm talking about her...).
And there is other crap too that I just don't want to think about, such as Jake's funeral, this next summer, the future... and whatever else there is.
It's all just so frustrating and/or annoying and/or depressing....
Sorry about all of my bitching, I'll just shut up now...
Takainashi · Thu Mar 10, 2005 @ 01:56am · 5 Comments |
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If someone I care about is sad, that means I'm sad(esp. when it is someone I greatly care about). I hate to see the ones I care so much for upset and even though she hides it, I still think she is really upset...(but what do I know?)... I hope I really do cheer her up, even if just it can only be a tiny bit I will still be glad I can help in some way.
Don't you worry too much. Everything will turn up ok. I promise.
Takainashi · Mon Mar 07, 2005 @ 04:04am · 1 Comments |
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My computers are acting stupid cause they have a virus so I won't be on the internet for a little while crying
This sucks...
Takainashi · Sun Mar 06, 2005 @ 02:39pm · 1 Comments |
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Yay! I'm on at school! so yeah....
Today has been going ok so far. Not much has happened yet... but I plan on doing something today and I hope it all works out.. well, at least I say I plan on it, but it probably won't happen. crying
I have to stay late after school again- fun fun... actually, I don't mind. But I do hope that Gretchen will stay too. I'm not sure if she will, I still haven't asked her yet. We'll see though.
So yeah, I hope today gets bettter cause right now there isn't much to say.... We'll just have to wait and see what is to happen. ^_^
UPDATE on today... biggrin
(First, I'm sorry if I'm not on, my dad has to use the computer and is being kinda an a** about it so I probably wont be on until 8-8:30ish- sorry... ok now, on to the good stuff...)
Today became a very good day. I got to do what I wanted to and wasn't as nervous as I thought I would be. I'm so happy about it... I just have a huge smile on my face right now. I can't stop thinking about it... I'm sorry it wasn't boring and plain and like what anyone else would do. Yeah, I just have to be original and entertaininglike that, so deal with it... Though I hope you liked it Gretchen...
Takainashi · Thu Mar 03, 2005 @ 06:19pm · 3 Comments |
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Yeah... I like that name much better biggrin hehe
So yeah, the last few days have been really great and I have been really happy. I hope this can all continue.
The show on monday was ok. Myatt and everyone said that they loved my lights... though during the show they were murdered my Liz. crying
Oh yeah, the JH musical is coming up soon. That is going to be... fun...ish. The show is kinda an odd one, but it is going to be fun just doing more theatre stuff, because I mean, when isn't it fun? (other than strike)
On another topic, we win! But poor, poor Laramie... I don' think there is any way for her to win.... I'm sorry... (hehe, you know we're j/k)
Oh yeah, so.. go read the quotes in -TS- Alex's journal!
Umm... did I mention that I'm happy? ...I don't remember, but hey, I am.
Takainashi · Wed Mar 02, 2005 @ 12:54pm · 2 Comments |
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I fell happy! (Monty Python for those who didn't get it) |
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Yeah, so today was fun and it made me very happy.. because I win!
Yes, I am happy because.. well, if you don't know then, I'm sorry but, too bad. Today was a good day... and boy did I need it, because tomorrow is going to be hell, I just know it is... gerr lights. Why does it have to be so fun!? Liz is going to kill me, but I dont give a damn!
...so, in conclusion.. I win!
Takainashi · Mon Feb 28, 2005 @ 01:35am · 3 Comments |
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3 things:
Today was long.
I'm so confused.
And this sucks.
Takainashi · Thu Feb 24, 2005 @ 10:50pm · 2 Comments |
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