(Written Apr. 19, 2008 )
I hate it.
Feeling so horrible.
Feeling like you want to DIE.
But what's worse, is knowing I could end it.
I could make the pain go away.
All if takes is a few pills,
And it all disappears.
I know it's wrong,
I know it's bad,
And I know it's slowly killing me.
But I feel as though it's worth it.
A long life is not what I'm after.
Not if every day is hell.
I'm tired of lying in bed every night,
Dreading that I'll have to wake the next morning.
I want to enter that other world.
And altered reality.
A BETTER reality.
Enter the world that's greater than life.
Where everything's beautiful.
And everything's perfect...
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