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"You are a piece of s**t"
Ghats what I told myself the first day I got hospitalize for Diabetes. the second day consisted of screams and swigs of the arms.I look back at that story for not only hope for a better future but also to remind me what a piece of s**t I am. I look back at my life so far and many other peoples lives and think not of good times or bad times or the okay times but of all the chances that were taken on me and many other some good outcomes some bad. I look at mine and clench my fist and let it go ive done that for many years and let just say I reached full capacity.
I know im a piece of s**t but dud you know you are one to?
The many reasons I shun myself from people is because I don't want to explode like an unwanted nose pimple. I remember people I remember them well but they all know what I know that I am a piece of s**t!
I do not write all these words as a suicide pledge or as a call for help I write this to vent and to make sure everyone knows that I and everyone else knows there a piece of s**t.
I remember the times when we were all stupid unaware of are surroundings blinded by T.V and cheese
these days kids are aware of there surroundings by the age of ten, Curse you Dora you have explored enough damn it go back to Mexico!
We have now begun the stage of de evolution and it can;t be stopped why because we are all a piece of s**t and damn it if you do s**t want you will s**t again and again catch my drift?
In closing I hope you the reader have learned from my words and will bask in the wisdom of these words just remember that your life is no longer a box of chocolates its a box of processed pre chewed cheese. I may not be a a great speaker and great speller or English man or even a peacekeeper but I do know that I am apiece of s**t Thank you goodnight good evening and good morning to you all.