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ok this will be like my third try at gaia xd maybe it will stick this time
WKDsythe · Wed Jul 19, 2006 @ 05:18am · 1 Comments |
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I laugh at myself in what a pathetic attempt for my search of happiness. That all i am, a pathetic attempt. Spending all the years I've spent looking for it. 15 years it took to finally know what happiness is & as soon as I get to know it ,happiness is forced out of my life. I'm held in a cage sitting right in front of happiness but all i can do is see, hear, & know its there. Its all a sick game played by the puppeter, binding me keeping me away from what I've searched my whole life for. They like to see my pain watch it consume me, watch as pain & I merge into one being for its all that I've had, all that was there, pain never left me. Pain likes to play games with me, letting me out of my cage for just enough time to reach happiness when it locks me back in for an enternity. I think pain gets sick of me thats why he sends me into depression, pain also needs a friend. They grow on me making them my only friends. At a point they drive me to madness where hate flows. Consumed in the hatred I know nothing, slowly I regain myself just to relize I'm still in this damn cage to be imprisoned forever. Sorrow truly pitys me , given me memories of what was happiness till I almost forget. At least the memeries cause slight joy to me leaving me hope, that sadly pain takes away . I swim in my self dispare. In my cage, huddled in the corner I cry, I cry more than one should, but this is what I have done forever & is the only thing held constant I wonder why they put me through this? I know my purpose here, it came clear as day when I first saw it... happiness. That is what I am here for but they take my purpose away from me. I have become hollow a walking shell that is forced to stay here. Will i be able to gain my purpose again? I hope so... that is if hope stays with me.
WKDsythe · Tue Feb 14, 2006 @ 03:37am · 3 Comments |
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grrrrrrrr im gonna lose it, i have multi personalities while have multi different feelings running all at the same time stressed stressed
WKDsythe · Thu Feb 09, 2006 @ 04:09am · 1 Comments |
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YAY!!! i finally got my rockabilia catalog ive been waiting for this like forever......me happy biggrin
WKDsythe · Sun Oct 23, 2005 @ 09:42pm · 0 Comments |
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You scored as Gangel
You belong to the Gangrel bloodline. Gangrel are very in touch with nature and for this reason are often loners and hermits. They have a very keen sense of the beast inside them and can let it out with devastating results. They do, however, have a bit less control over their impulsive, animalistic nature and are easy to drive into an uncontrollable frenzy.
WKDsythe · Sun Oct 23, 2005 @ 03:32pm · 0 Comments |
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well i have a new hairdew lol......hmmm.........yup thats it
WKDsythe · Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 11:57pm · 0 Comments |
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What would you do if.. 1.I committed suicide: 2.I said I liked you: 3.I kissed you: 4.I lived next door to you: 5.I started smoking: 6.I stole something: 7.I was hospitalized: 8.I ran away from home: 9.I got into a fight and you weren't there:
What do you think about my:
10.Personality: 11.Eyes: 12.Face: 13.Hair: 14.Clothes: 15.Mannerisms:
Other:
16.Who are you? 17.Are we friends? 18.When and how did we meet? 19.How have I affected you? 20.What do you think of me? 21.What's the fondest memory you have of me? do you think we will be friends or enemies? 23.Do you love me? 24.Have I ever hurt you? 25.Would you hug me? i 26.Would you kiss me? 27. Would you marry me? 28.Emotionally, what stands out? 29.Do you wish I was cooler? 30.On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? 31.Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 32.Am I loveable? 33.How long have you known me? 34.Describe me in one word. 35.What was your first impression? 36.Do you still think that way about me now? 37.What do you think my weakness is? 38.Do you think I'll get married? 39.What about me makes you happy? 40.What about me makes you sad? 41.What reminds you of me? 42.What's something you would change about me? 43.How well do you know me? 44.Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 45.Do you think I would kill someone? 46.Are we close? 47.Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
WKDsythe · Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 05:06am · 2 Comments |
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i'm really really bored i have nothing to do i cant play video games, i cant go on the computer but i can sneak that like what i'm doing right now xd , and i cant play with my friends crying
WKDsythe · Thu Mar 10, 2005 @ 04:32am · 0 Comments |
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ah this really sucks i got a E on my progress report card now i've lost pretty much everything till i get that grade to a B crying getting that grade back up will be a major headache stressed stressed
WKDsythe · Sun Mar 06, 2005 @ 04:31am · 0 Comments |
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