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Well, I'm finally back. I've been pretty busy with school and I haven't been on much. Well, just checking everyday to see whether or not I had any new messages when I could get on. I did pretty well on my exams. I came up juss short of passing with honours. My average was: 79.2%. Pretty damn close but no cigar. I didn't take one exam and I think that's what happened and I didn't get honours. I'm juss glad that it's summer. I have several poems I will be posting in the next few days but I don't know when I'll get around to them. Well, keep looking for the poems and I hope that you enjoy them. Ciao everyone.
Lexis_Devil · Thu Jun 30, 2005 @ 01:41am · 0 Comments |
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God, more rain today and we had rain last night. It wasn't windy this morning when I left. That was good. But we have had enough rain. all together this month so far, 245.7mm and our average is 110mm. God, enough rain. I also got sick together. That wasn't fun. My face was white as anything and my lips were white. It was raining but my dad opened my window for me after i asked him to turn the heat down in the van because to me, that van was as hot as anything. But then it poured once we got home and I had my school stuff and I said I was going to leave my stuff in the van until it stopped but my dad told me to wait until he got the door opened and run to the house. I couldn't run fast but my school stuff didn't get wet thank god because the stuff I need for my thesis is in there. I went upstairs, took my earrings out, my chain off and my watch and bracelet and laid down. My dad left to go and get my mom and before they got home, 3 ******** calls came in. One from my godfather, which I didn't mind, my mom calling to see how I was and to see if I let the office know that I was leaving sick and then my mom's friend called for her. God, I got up when my godfather got here with my parents' gave him a hug then went back upstairs to lay down. Then I took my garabge can down to the basement with me because it got too hot in my room and I did up a thing of soup, got 3 bowls out of that and watched a dvd before I left downstairs to come into the living room. God, still feel like s**t. Probabaly look like it as well.
Lexis_Devil · Fri May 27, 2005 @ 11:38pm · 0 Comments |
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Well, where I live, Tuesday, we were 66 millimeters short of breaking out record rainfall amount for the month of May. We have a heavy rainfall warning in effect and will no doubt break the record before the night is up. This will be the first time in 34 years. It's sucks. Every ******** weekend since May started, it has rained. I ******** hate it. I'm just glad that it wasn't raining this morning when I was waiting for my bus because I would have been soaked and I couldn't take an umbrella because the winds were up at 80 km/hr and the gusts were if I'm not mistaken, 110 km/hr. God, exams are coming up and I have a thesis due for my Canadian History class in one week. I have to get that done and passed in because it is worth 15% of my WHOLE mark. Basically, 1/2 of my exam because my exam is worth 30% of my mark. God, I hate exams.
Lexis_Devil · Thu May 26, 2005 @ 11:10pm · 0 Comments |
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Well, it is almos the middle of May and guess what we had in effect for last night. A ******** frost warning. I was so ******** cold this morning waiting for my bus. I have to babysit tomorrow night at 7:30 until god knows when. Then I got a thesis to write and pass in on the 3rd of June. My exams start one month from today. My math teacher that I have had since the semster started is leaving because our actual teacher is coming back. My work load is becoming insane because my exams are coming up. I'm taking 3 exams but I only have to study for 2. God, I hate exams. More exam rants to come. Hehe. Should get my work done that I need too. But oh well. Don't care. I'm passing this class.
Lexis_Devil · Fri May 13, 2005 @ 05:16pm · 0 Comments |
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Just like I said, the other poem will follow. Enjoy this one.
Told my tale Did my time Stand at the gallows For my crime
Mask is lowered Noose is raised Limp body swings Hollow eyes gaze
Soul escaping From the dust Leave my body Here to rust
Spirit rising Starts to fly All through life You're fated to die
Face of iron Boots of lead an undead soul which victims dread
another life for the outlaw i were things that i feel pain they incurr
The gallow pole is set once more Death is that Which i adore
Another joins in The hanged mans game Death and life Are one and the same
Destroying the weak Killing the strong Not justifying That which was wrong
Dead for a reason reason defined by the laws of man upheld by mankind
Hanging rope The executioners blade Damned to eternity For those i have slain
Life once were cherished Glad to see gone The people are free From he who did wrong
Rises again In a form not the same Taking his toll Just playing a game
Cant destroy evil Just cant be done The good in the world Don't know how to have fun
He causes death Is killed in return Is this the justice For which we all yearn?
Killing the evil Just as unjust For you've become evil You're soul is now touched.
Lexis_Devil · Thu Apr 21, 2005 @ 12:47pm · 1 Comments |
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I'm bored so I decided to post one of my 2 recent poems in my journal. The other one, will follow. Enjoy.
Only I stand here looking down upon the world as try to fly I see its so absurd free me from life's shackles bind me to myself clear the dust from life and take it off the shelf
Feeling like my life is worthless again cant say I really care and I guess you just pretend
Fibres brush against me neck these chains that bind my arms brutally honest and angry as hell this does no good, more harm bathe my soul in gasoline brush away these violent dreams pick myself up off the floor my faded life will be no more
Feeling like my life is worthless yet again cant say I really care guess you just pretend
Feeling like my life is worthless yet again cant say I really care you wont even pretend
Empty pill packets took them all at once didnt even need them didnt pack a punch why wont my time come please take me away I guess I should remain to fight another day
Feeling like my life is worthless yet again cant say I really care guess you just pretend.
Lexis_Devil · Thu Apr 21, 2005 @ 12:45pm · 0 Comments |
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We started Trig the week we came back from March break. I ra damn hate it. It is our first of THREE trig units we will be doing. So far, we have moved onto Sine Law. ********, I don't need to know this ra damn s**t.
Lexis_Devil · Tue Apr 05, 2005 @ 07:31pm · 2 Comments |
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As the title says, I am now on a long weekend. 4 day weekend to be exact. Too bad I can't get wasted. Long story. Have no time to get into it here. It is also going to be a stressful weekend because I have to choose my courses for next year and also talk to my 'rents about finishing in January because I will have enuff credits to finish in January but who knows. Now it's time for me to go and talk to the little voices in my head who told me what to write.
Lexis_Devil · Thu Mar 24, 2005 @ 08:24pm · 0 Comments |
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I now have 8 people living in my house including me. My sister Joanie's friend Holly was told by her boyfriend yesterday that she had to be out by last night. So my mom said she could come to our place. She brought her cat, Sassy, with her. Sassy and my cat, Butterscotch, decided to fight at 2am, ON MY BROTHER. So he was screaming because he didn't know what was going on, the cats were screaming at each other and of course, I got woken up. Not the best thing because I have to be up at 5:40am. God, I feel so tired and sick.
Lexis_Devil · Wed Mar 23, 2005 @ 01:40pm · 0 Comments |
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