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Fanfictio: I Surrender to You: Chapter 2 |
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Black Hero
No one sits with him, he doesn't fit in, But we feel like we do when we make fun of him, 'Cause you want to belong, do you go along? 'Cause his pain is the price paid for you to belong It's not like you hate him or want him to die, But maybe he goes home and thinks suicide, Or he comes back to school with a gun at his side, Any kindness from you might have saved his life...
Lelouch lays in the hospital bed unconscious and IV tube running through his left arm along with blood tube. The doctor and nurse checking everything to see it was working and to help the prince stay alive. Schneizel, Kanon, and C.C were standing out of the way watching Lelouche' peaceful face.
Another doctor came up to them, "Everything is o.k. for now. It's a damn miracle he's even alive. He just needs to refill all that blood he lost, and lost of rest. He also shouldn't move his arm because the stitches might tear and he'll have to restart the healing process," He explained.
Schneizel crossed his arms and asked, "Is that it?"
The doctor nodded. "Fine then leave," He was pissed.
They all scurried to leave the pissed emperor. Walking up to, Lelouche and seeing him laying there with tubes running through him, and stitches running up his arm he couldn't stay angry. "Lelouch…, why? Why did your try to kill your self?" he murmured.
Turned and left with Kanon behind him throwing a sorrow look at Lelouch. The door quietly slipped shut, and C.C moved over to Lelouch's bedside. Gripping the small railing in one hand, and stroking Lelouch's cheek.
"I told you, you couldn't die. Not until you fulfill our contract," She told the sleeping boy, her golden honey eye shown with worry, "and even after that I'll give you my code so you'll never leave."
She felt after C.C was done, unknowing to her Lelouch heard everything she said.
Heroes are made when you make a choice... You could be a hero, Heroes do what's right, You could be a hero, You might save a life, You could be a hero, you could join the fight, For what's right, for what's right, for what's right...
Waking up a few hours later, Lelouch sat on the bed thinking about what C.C said. His head was in a fog from the pain numbing drugs.
'Why? Why would she kill her self for me?' he wondered. 'I'm not worth it.'
Looking Down at his stitched arm, he thought dejectedly, 'They should have let me die. They would have gotten rid of Zero and the unwanted prince.'
Lelouche smiled hollowly and ripped out the IV tube, and picked up the flower vase with pink lilacs, and smashed the vase on the rail. Taking a long and sharp piece, he carved the words 'Black Hero' into his stomach. Watching a blood poured out the carved letters.
He smiled again this time a true smile, as he felt himself slip in to unconsciousness for the second time in two days.
"I will be the black hero for killing Zero," he whispered brokenly.
No one talks to her, she feels so alone, She's in too much pain to survive on her own, The hurt she can't handle overflows to a knife, She writes on her arm, wants to give up her life, Each day she goes on is a day that she is brave, Fighting the lie that giving up is the way, Each moment of courage her own life she saves, When she throws the pills out, a hero is made...
Rolo sits in the hospital room after hearing about Lelouch, his nii-san was hurting and he couldn't do anything, and what's worse he inflected this pain on him self. He sat fidgeting in the uncomfortable chair waiting for the doctors to come out of the waiting room.
Lelouch nii-san was in ER again after they heard a crash and his heart monitor go dead. The stitches were all right, but he carved into him self in his stomach and they were trying patch that up.
Rolo wondered what his Lulu nii-san was thinking. 'Was he not good enough for him?' He could not live with put his Nii-san. He was the only family Rolo ever had, and no matter what happens to or how he is treated, Rolo will never leave Lelouch's side.
'If Lulu nii-san doesn't want to live then I will follow his lead. I promised that I will never leave you Nii-san…' Rolo thought determinedly.
No one talks to him about how he lives He thinks that the choices he makes are just his Doesn't know he's a leader with the way he behaves And others will follow the choices he's made He lives on the edge, he's old enough to decide His brother who wants to be him is just nine He can do what he wants because its his right The choices he makes change a nine year olds life
Vatalini · Wed Mar 10, 2010 @ 02:05am · 0 Comments |
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Fanfiction: I Surrender To You: Chapter 1 |
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Sorry grammar and spelling are horrible sweatdrop redface enjoy heart
Warning: Angst, Suicide, and Yaoi in this chapter.
The Will To Die
Lelouch stared down at the needle, the bottle of Morphine, and Suzaku's knife on the Schneizel's bed.
Lelouch has been held their after Suzaku attempted to kill him during 'Zero's Requiem'. He was healed and a patch was put over one eye. After fully healed Lelouch was released and brought to this room to await the punishment.
Slowly filling the needle with the clear liquid of the Morphine. Holding out the pale, fragile arm of his, Lelouch put the tip to the clearly visible blue vain. Pushing down on the needle until he could feel it beak into the vain, and pushed down on the plunger until the needle was empty. Now, Lelouch waited until the Morphine took affect.
Gradually the Morphine kicked in and he began to lose a feeling. Silent tears trailed down his pale face from his lifeless amethyst eyes. Lelouch could not handle the pain of losing Suzaku, his first and only love, Rolo, and Shirley. The betrayal of his mother, Nunnally, the Black Knights, his family, and friends. More tears slipped down his face the memories surfaced and the bottled upped emotions let lose.
With a quivering hand, Lelouch picked up the knife. Bring it to his delicate arm; he slid it lengthwise down his arm. Pushing deep enough so he hit a least four veins, and at most one important one.
Blood quickly welled up, and rolled down his arm and onto the white sheets staining them red. Feeling light headed despite the Morphine. Falling face forward on to the bloody sheets, Lelouch turned his head to the side facing the door.
Although Lelouch couldn't feel it, because of he major blood loss and drugged induced state, the bed sunk next to his waist. C.C. watched miserably as life slipped from the boy. Bringing her hand up and ran it through his raven colored hair.
"Lelouche… you have so much more to live for. Remember our contract? Your love for the 'eleven'? Bring about a more peaceful world?" C.C muttered to the dyeing boy. "I can't let you die just yet."
There's so much life I've left to live And this fire's burning still When I watch you look at me I think I could find the will
Vatalini · Wed Mar 10, 2010 @ 01:57am · 0 Comments |
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