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Ahem: This is only ment to be said for certain people :3 and you know who you are cause i said you were mwa! so yea this really shouldnt interest anyone else.!!! Yea havent been on this account for ahwile since i quite gaia hehe but yea went on said sorry to a few ppl from the past but its all good now. But they should make a shirt that says "Tribes Ruined My Life" because it surley ruined mine XD!!! But ive pulled myself together, regret every little thing in the past. So yea my past just basically sucks. From when i was imature and lied.. alot.. but to you ppl i still talk you ive changed, i hate liein, also my best friend Ayah ran away like 7 months ago o.o so life has been very tuff for school, parents, me trying to find her, friends, my boifriend. -_- It all just sucks. But since ive met Monica ive been able to "smile" biggrin no way! Yea im really tired right now seeing its 4:30 in the morning... so i need sleep.. haha so im gonna go now. Theres a catch up on my life ;D Bye byez.

its kinda weird how ppl ask u out at the end of the year e_e cause everytime i get a bf someone asks me out and yea... this sucks.... heheh ^.^ but next year im thinking of going to a private skool razz so its allll good.
~allison

This is exactly how i feel about someone who "was" VERY close to me.... But hes gone now..

I never could've seen this far
I never could've seen this coming
Seems like my world's falling apart

Yeah

Why is everything so hard
I don't think I can deal with the things you said
It just won't go away

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through

Yeah

I pictured I could bring you back
I pictured I could turn back time
Cuz I can't let go
I just can't find my way
Yeah
Without you I just can't find my way

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I don't know what I should do now
I don't know where I should go
I'm still here waiting for you
I'm lost when you're not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can't let you go

Yeah
Yeah

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
Nothing, nothing at all
Nothing at all