I find it funny sometimes the way I feel when I take a gander at the lives of others around my age..more than ninety percent of them have their s**t together and have lives that are more than respectable..and then I look at my own...miserable and seemingly falling to pieces...
Sure you could say that I'm exagerating but if you take into account that I stay up until it becomes light out and then I pass out and stay in bed until far past noon...sure I wake up several times but when I go to get up I realize I have nothing worth doing so I fall back to sleep...And then I finally get up, eat something..and then I wait to go to work...maybe playing one of my over-played video games in the meantime...then I come home and repeat the same process again and again...
Maybe I should just run away...but which way would I go?...north..or south?...I couldn't go without a direction..and I'm not about to trailblaze off into the sunset without reason...No speaking how far my car will go before dying..it's old..it's got alot of miles on it...it hasn't been to reliable lately...I'd give it a couple states perhaps...but I dunno...maybe I'm just being crazy...
Or maybe not?
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The thoughts and feelings of a lost and lonely mind.
Just something to help people understand what I think I might be or who I am or whatever I might be thinking or feeling.
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Jason Aleksandre
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