Well, tonight is the night I guess. Most girls have been waiting for this moment for their entire lives, to get dressed up for no apparent reason and prance around trying to catch the unintelligent eye of any male who happens to fit society’s ideas of "attractive". Yay for me.
I never actually wanted to go but was kind of bullied into it by my friends. Curse you Kelda and Fardosa with all the fiery-ness of hell! Not really, I love you. But I basically just wasted around $1000 by the time I had bought the dress, the tickets, the jewellery and the limo (I got a hummer XD). The worst bit though was the whole race for the girls to find a date. I just don't see what they find so damn frightening about going to the ball alone, or even with a group of friends. Teenage girls just make no sense to me. Let alone, neither do men.
At the moment I guess I'm bored out of my brains and a little freaked out because my teachers weren’t going to allow me into the hotel because I refused to wear high heels and wore my converse instead. No offense to them, but they are judgemental pricks who have been subjected to the pressures of today's society for too long. Yes, they are old. Besides, I was actually considering everyone else when I laced up my sneakers considering the last time I wore heels to a wedding I fell down stairs and gave myself a concussion. I think everyone else would hate me just a little less if I didn't ruin the whole evening by being taken in a roaring ambulance during the last dance.
As you can see this whole event is so extremely boring that I have taken myself away from the overly hormonal crowd and hid under the drinks table on my phone writing this blog. Yes, I know I weird. By the way, if you were wondering, my dress is a strapless black gown and my hair is up and curled. Of course even my older brother couldn’t persuade me to take my facial piercings out, that’s just who I am. Well, right now it is about... *checks time on phone*... 8:30pm and there is still another two and freaking half hours left before this thing finishes and I go back to my brothers place to be met by him, his band and a group of annoying, stinking twenty something boys. Yes, they are indeed boys as they are not yet mature. My 7 year old sister is more mature than them.
Well, I have indeed rambled on enough and I think I shall go spike my own punch now (I got searched by male teachers for drugs and alcohol and they weren’t allowed to look down my top XD Bye! Hope to catch you around sometime and pray that tonight I will get hopelessly drunk and forget that this night ever happened.
Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.
 jesykah041 · Thu Apr 01, 2010 @ 01:32pm · 0 Comments |
