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I am alone
In the dark
Sitting here all alone
Not knowing what to do
I'm lost...scared...and hopeless
I don't want to be seen
I don't want you to see me the way I am
Right now
Right here
I am so afraid of what you think of me
Do I care too much?
I've put myself in such a bad position
I'm in love with you
But yet, you've never seen me
I just hope...that on that very day
You will see me for who I am
Maybe you already saw me
I've been keeping my eye on you...your beauty
I can't stop
Its driving me insane
Eventually I'll do something crazy...just for you
Why am I doing this?
Why can't I stop?
I'm wasting my life away be being so pathetically afraid...