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I somehow got dragged into going to a costume party with Elina. I think she's going as Xena or something rediculous like that... She found this corset thing at the mall. Damn. That's all I have to say. DAAAAAAMMN...
She got all cutesy in one of the stores and tried to hide from me. Sometimes I wonder exactly how sane she is... I found her promptly and she seemed amazed at the simple fact that I could <i>smell</i> her. She said she had never noticed that before. I shruged and we left. I dunno.
We ate at the food court and that's when she got me to go. I don't know why I said yes... I didn't have a costume, so we thought about it and ended up with boxer after a few ...interesting suggestions from her end... We went and got the stuff for the costume and left.
Elina's obsessed with my bike. Pity it's too big for her or I'd probably teach her to handle it.
There's a new student moving in later this week. He's from Germany, I think... I don't know, but I've been told he's feline... I think this means Cody's finally gonna quit bitching and get his own place. I'll miss the guy, but he needs the quiet.
The_Fitz · Wed Oct 26, 2005 @ 04:18am · 0 Comments |
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So, last night was... interesting...
The girls got here and before anyone could say "hello" Kat had chucked this cougar girl and totally taken out Fitz. Quite the first impression. Kip couldn't stop laughing, but then again, he never can... Anyway, the girls had to dogpile her to get her inside. I know how she felt.
Anyway, we started the movie and I laid on the floor and Elina plopped down next to me. Whatever. She's so small... she must weigh what, like 130 pounds? Anyway, She asked for an explination of the movie andI tried to tell her but Kip kept interrupting so I just let him do it. Fitz bitched about my tail again when I forgot to move it. anyway, the girls and Kip squeezed on the couch and Cody and Fitz took the chairs. I finally started the movie and then somebody wanted popcorn. Kip almost got it himself, but I really needed to get out of that awkward room...
I got to the kitchen and Elina had followed me... so much for escaping the awkwardness... I felt kida sorry for her... She seemed so uncomfortable, even though she tried to hide it. Kinda like that "cornered animal" sensation. She wanted to help apparently and immediatley burned the bag of popcorn while I got the drinks. Suprise. The microwave hates everyone. She seemed flustered and I just made two more bags... She wanted caramel. I've never seen anyone eat popcorn dipped in caramel. It was really odd...
Elina seemed a bit put off by the other guys. I'm not really sure why. Maybe 'cause I was the only other feline there... I dunno. Anyway, I got bored with the movie and apparently fell asleep in the popcorn bowl, and next thing I know Elina has her caramel covered finger in my ear and I woke up. Well, needless to say everyone found this hilarious except her and me.
I went to go wash it off and came back, still trying to dig the rest of the sticky mess out with a q-tip. I fell asleep AGAIN for no apparent reason. I woke up on my back with Elina scratching my stomach. I was so startled I just laid there for a moment, then Ash and Serena started laughing uproariously and she stopped. I almose didn't want her to. It felt... nice.
Ash said I had been purring. I never purr. Not since... well, a very long time ago. She insisted that I had been and Fitz and Cody wandered off to bed before all hell broke loose. Next thing I know I'm being attacked by Kat and Elina while the other three just walk out and leave me there. Thanks, guys. Big help there. Not to say that I couldn't handle things. I could lift them both easily...
They kept trying to get me to purr. Apparently they thought it would be "cute". And Elina called me "pretty kitty". I was not amused.
They finally got off of me and got ready to leave. Elina has these incredible eyes... She and I started talking she said some things that I'll never forget. She's really ...different. We had alot in common, except for her ear tag. It says "Bastet-47". I think I could get used to her.
Anyway, I'm supposed to go running with her and Serena tomorrow. I've never run with Serena before. It should be interesting.
The_Fitz · Fri Oct 14, 2005 @ 06:22am · 0 Comments |
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The_Fitz · Fri Oct 07, 2005 @ 06:46pm · 0 Comments |
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So I'm sitting here in one of my criminal psychology classes and I want to shoot myself. I'm tired of hearing about the incapability of the mentally ill to aptly defend themselves in court. I understand and sympathize appropriately, but I've heard it all before. I want to get back to sparring...
Speaking of which, funny story about the other day... So, after I got done eating I went to spar with Kat. I would spar with one of the guys and sometimes I do spar with Fitz, but he?s almost always working, Cody's too slow, and I?d snap Kip like a twig if I hit him. Kat is the only one who's willing to spar with me on a regular basis. She's a grey wolf, but she's a big girl. Not in a bad way, she's just built. She's still smaller then I am, but she's a heck of a lot faster, so we're a fairly even match.
Anyway, the college has a martial arts section in its recreation center, and she and I will usually spar in the late evening to avoid the crowds. We reserve one of the rooms they hold the training classes for boxing and kickboxing in and just go at it for a while. She was in great shape last night, we had been going for about an hour, but neither of us were getting tired yet. It was one of those frustrating bouts, where neither of us seem to be able to land more than a few hits, but she finally landed a good one, sending me crashing into a corner post (my ribs still hurt). As soon as I got back up she came at me again, but I ducked and came up underneath her, sending her out of the ring and right on top of Fitz, who had just walked in the door. It was hilarious, but I guess you kinda had to be there?
On a completely different subject, I think I'm in love with Ash. We spend a lot of time together and we're really good friends, but I think I love her. Problem is, I don?t know if she feels the same way. We were watching a movie last night with Kip and Kat, just lounging around in the living room, having a good time. Kip went to sleep before the movie ended and Kat left when it finally did. Ash and I ended up staying awake, sprawled on the couch watching old movies on TCM. I don't remember falling asleep, but when I woke up I was stretched out on the couch with her sleeping on top of me, her head on my chest. We weren't naked or anything like that, so don?t get the wrong idea, I just wasn't expecting to wake up next to her. It was kinda... nice. I just laid there a while and stared at the ceiling until she woke up. She seemed kinda embarrassed and thought she had made me miss a class on the first day. I couldn't bear to tell her that I did.
So now I don't know what to do. I don't know if I should ask her out, do nothing and wait, or just tell her. This is depressing. I'm too big of a loser to go do something about it, so I sit here and whine about it...
The_Fitz · Fri Sep 16, 2005 @ 09:37am · 1 Comments |
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The_Fitz · Mon Sep 12, 2005 @ 12:03am · 0 Comments |
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So this is where it all begins... |
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Ok. So I finally decided to start a journal. Or a diary. Or whatever the hell you want to call it. So sue me. You wouldn't me the first...
So let?s get this out of the way right now, before you even ask. Yes. I am what people call a "furry." I hate that term. Yes I have fur. Thank you for stating the obvious. The proper thing to call us is "lycanthrope," but I'll settle for "anthro." Obligatory question number two: I'm a Khan, speciffically a Siberian Tiger. Well as close as an anthro like me can get. Yes I have a tail. If you ever pull on it, I will gut you. Sorry for the inconvenience. Yes, I have the claws, the whiskers, the ears, the stripes, the muzzle, the whole nine yards. And teeth. Don't piss me off.
Why is it that people think it would be so cool to be anthro? There are so few of us and we're either treated like a novelty or like a freak in a world full of humans. Everyone notices you. It's kinda hard to keep a low profile when you're covered in orange fur. Or any for that matter, and the fact that I'm 6'10'' doesn't help any, nor do the ears that add another 4'' to that. It really blows when you have to buy custom made clothing if you want it to be comfortable. I have to wear boots if I want shoes at all, and I usually just end up buying regular jeans and cutting a tail hole. Shirts are a pain too; I can only wear certain materials so it doesn't pull at my fur. And don't give me that s**t about not needing clothes when you're covered with fur, I'm a lycan, not a beast; I have a sense of decency. And no, I can't just "make the fur go away." I'm stuck like this, for those of you idiots that don't already know, we can't "shape shift." There's nothing I can do about the way I am.
Alright enough bitching for now. Speaking of the way I am, maybe I should give a quick rundown of myself, since I'm sure you're all wondering.
Well physically speaking, I already said I'm 6'10'', well 7'2'' if you count the ears, and around 400 pounds. Yes, 400 pounds. I have all the expected coloring and markings of a normal Siberian Tiger, the orange fur and stripes, the white chest fur and such. I've got one green eye and one blue eye, and no, that's not uncommon for a tiger so don't freak. Never mind, that was a dumb statement. Of course you'll freak. I have this weird little scar on the end of my muzzle, from where some a*****e nearly knifed me when I was younger. It makes the fur turn white in this little stripe above my nose... Anyway, the tail is a constant nuisance, it has this annoying tendency to get caught in doors or stepped on when I'm sitting down, but I can't exactly live without it, my balance would go to s**t real quick and I probably couldn't walk. Oh well. I've learned to deal. My hands are another problem. They're huge and covered in short fur except for these really sensitive pads on my fingertips and palms. I have to carry around fingerless gloves to wear if I'm planning on doing a lot with my hands, just to dampen the sensation. At least I can retract the claws to a more manageable size. Then I don't have to constantly worry about ripping a hole in whatever I touch or scratching people accidentally. The claws do really come in handy though. I've never met a can I couldn't open...
Let's see... What else do you usually see in those personal ad things...? I've covered eyes, height, hair (well, fur...), weight... I didn't do body type though. Let's see... Well to put it modestly, I'm built. Well. There's not much for me to do except work out just to kill time. It's not like I didn't have any help either, being a tiger has its advantages, I guess. Let?s see... Blood type? Why the heck do people want to know that? I have no idea. Anthro blood isn't compatible with human blood. Oh yeah, age. I'm 22.
And that brings me to hobbies and things like that. Rock climbing, jogging, lifting weights, anything involving exercise really. I try to keep active and moving. I tend to get cranky when I have nothing to do. I read sometimes, anything really. I'm not much for videogames; I have issues using the controllers... I have a motorcycle too. It's a really nice oversize custom sport bike I received as a gift from a rich aunt and uncle last year. I haven't crashed it yet... I do kickboxing and do some martial arts too; I spar with one of my roommates and a friend sometimes. I'll explain the roommates later.
And that's all I feel like typing right now. I'm tired of staring at this computer screen. I'll continue this later...
The_Fitz · Sun Sep 11, 2005 @ 01:33am · 2 Comments |
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