So what's up? ...
Ugh im such a [******** up.. Thats what I am. :] I know it too.. so theres no reason to say im not. School has been going well actually.. it's not too bad.. Its like an escape for me.. so I can get away from the house at 6 in the morning. I've been having trouble sleeping.. so I'm always up. And on top of all that Im sick and pretty much I can give straight answers to neone.. Its sad. Not even to my own boyfreind.. I feel the need to say nothing when there's something up. god.. What's wrong with me... You know.. hunger increases the effects of depression and sickness by 304958435 times.. But that doesnt matter.. :[ When i think about it.. Im not so depressed anymore.. but when I make him mad or take something wrong (which is all me) I get to the point where But I always put it down and cry. :[ But oh well.. enough about this. I made honor roll with a d and c.. o.O how that happens I dont know.. My fingers are tired and I dont feel like typing. So heres a song my the Killing Tree. Have fun.. good night. </3
The voices carry still across these dull great plains growing louder everyday, sinking back to habits dying hard. Your arms are so familiar these wounds that time won't heal fester with hate so pick the scab and turn the page until the lion lears to write, the hunter will be glorified flip the switch and here I sit on the outside eight dollar haircut (******** you) these words are my leash that I cannot untie dragging meinto this night cover my ears, but still you call my name I will follow you (deeper into this night) dim the lights and tighten this noose I've lost myself in you I won't settle for anything less not one if us immune Prelude to pain-The killing tree
~ Yours lovingly... Tenshi
merodi-tenshi · Sat Dec 10, 2005 @ 03:50am · 0 Comments |