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It's been a while and many thoughts have already taken over my mind. These thoughts aren't like my last ones, which were mostly about love. I've come to discover I'm doing just fine all by myself.
These are more about the kind of people I surround myself with. My friends and who I decide to meet. I can't say they are all the same. Actually my best friends aren't alike at all. I have four. Alyssa, Carrie, Jojo and Josiah. Without these four I'd be lost in this world.
Alyssa is the quiet one who I can go to with my serious problems an react indifferently about it. She'll give me advice when I need it and just listen when I don't need it. She's my emotional rock. She's also really observant to my moods and will ask if I want to share if not, she just leaves it alone. We're both comfortable sitting in silence while driving.
Carrie is...well Carrie. She always has my back and tells me if I'm wrong. She's honest with me. I go to her for everything, the happy, the sad, the angry and every other emotion you can possibly think of. She always makes me laugh but has her serious moments too. We've been through so much together in the past four years, our life should be a T.V show.
Jojo is the little sister I've always wanted. Funny thing is I've never met her in person. I met her online about a year and a half ago and we've been glued to each other's IM's like no other. She's very mature for her age and we can relate to each other in many different aspects. Sometimes I think I keep her grounded but I'm pretty sure she does that all on her own. I worry for her but most of the time I'm just there for her when she needs it. We have so many stories to tell each other every night. Not talking to her for one day is like not talking to her for months, I know it's crazy.
Then there is Josiah, my go to guy. That guy is there whenever I need him. Be it 7 in the morning or at 3a.m. Also I've never met him in person. It's the same situation with him as with Jojo. He knows the deepest inner workings of my mind, he knows all my flaws and all my strengths and he believes I'm a great person inside and out. He is too. We have many deep conversations with each other, most of them take place at night. He's a very complex man and sometimes I don't understand him but I try because I love him. I think he'll always be there and I'll always want him there.
So there you have it, the four most important people in my life that I couldn't possible live without. If I didn't have these four people in my life I'd be an astronaut lost in space floating forever with no path into the on-stretching darkness.

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