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cry is pain really a weakness or is it like a drug or something?? does it really go away or does it hide in our hearts till we feel like we did before only a little worst?? if i feel like crap do the ones who say they feel the same all the time really feel what i feel?? should i really be happy?? if im happy that means i didnt cry or feel hurt or broken when my dad was taken away right?? if i said i didnt and i really did just to hide how i really felt from the ones i think i love is it a lie even though im keeping what might hurt them away?? can i feel pain and happiness at the same time?? or is it wrong?? why do i have to feel this way?? does everyone feel or at least experience every single emotion?? thats all the questions i have today......