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Been sick since last tuesday, and I've let myself go this week, an almost vacation except being sick. I need to study more.
BearFrog · Tue May 03, 2005 @ 03:35pm · 1 Comments |
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I finally figured out that there is logic behind the minds of the opposite gender, and I also found out I'm starting to grow an ego. I'm going to crush it now and balance out humility and self-pride.
BearFrog · Fri Apr 22, 2005 @ 10:59pm · 0 Comments |
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w00t! No longer in love! Long story, but in the end what should've made me happy made me sad, and what should've made me sad made me happy.
God bless America. I love freedom of speech.
BearFrog · Fri Apr 22, 2005 @ 02:58am · 0 Comments |
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I have done absolutely NO WORK today, thus far. In Gym we played La Cross, but I was goalie and my team was good. In Computer the freshman files didn't work, so we got to goof off all period. Then in History we watched a movie, and in Spanish we had to work to do, but I didn't feel like it today. I'm just soooo out of energy. I needed this day to relax. Tonight I've got a lot of studying to do, and tommorow I have to deal with my history teacher who's going to give me a scolding for my history paper.
Current Mood: Exhausted
BearFrog · Mon Apr 18, 2005 @ 08:57pm · 0 Comments |
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I'm finally happy again! My wounded heart is no longer wounded! I'm back to being adorable and happy, just like the good ol days 3nodding
Happiness is back. Now I've got to get back to focusing on my schoolwork. XD
BearFrog · Fri Apr 15, 2005 @ 08:04pm · 1 Comments |
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My heart is still in pain after my breakup with my girlfriend, even though it has been a little more than a month and a half. I'm not sure if I love her or not anymore, but what I do know is that things are getting better: slowly. I'd just like to have my heart completely healed and just feel happy again, like I used to be everyday. I used to be happy all the time. After 10 years of hell daily happiness was bliss.
I have a way to go before I'm healed. I'm nowhere on the dating scene, but my ex is already checking out "cute guys". I can't stand to hear her talk of that, so I end up usually fading out into the darkness. Nobody seems to notice me though, but I should be used to that. I'm only noticed when I want to be noticed, and I speak when others are too afraid to speak, which gives me some pride.
I need one of this quick-fix girlfriends you date to recover from a breakup. It's quite a shame that I'm so ugly, otherwise it'd be an easy task. sweatdrop
Anyway, I'm gonna go and make a copy of one of my InuYasha albums for my ex. I'm also gonna wonder if I ever want to fall in love again if only to feel this pain...
BearFrog · Tue Apr 12, 2005 @ 11:15pm · 1 Comments |
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I don't wanna romance I don't wanna dance I just wanna forget what happened Is that so much to ask?
I'm sick of being in love I want out right now But I'm stuck here, hopelessly in love...
I just want these feelings out of my system! It's been over a month! I want to move on a just be friends again like we used to be, but these damn emotions won't leave!
Why can't I chose who I love?
Why do I still feel such pain?
I hate love...I hate it with a vengance...
BearFrog · Tue Apr 12, 2005 @ 08:03pm · 0 Comments |
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My throat hurts. I should get some medicine. I wonder why I'm still on with my throat in pain. Oh well. ^^
BearFrog · Mon Apr 11, 2005 @ 03:31am · 0 Comments |
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