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The world is a stage. Break the fourth wall and your fellow actors will think you nuts.

The world is a story. A story so complex, it's hard to twist the plot.

The world is but a shadow of things to come. Look for the light in your life and help it grow stronger.

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Being an author can lead your mind down some interesting paths, both connected to the story-world you are creating, and to the world where you live. My lack of inspiration to help move Bipersonality along is quite depressing. Perhaps... my fear of leading my charges, my characters, to the inevitable oblivion at the end of the series... Is causign me to fear letting them out into the world, lettign them breath their first true breath. Rgith now, they only think they have lives, as I mold their paths deep in the memory banks of my computer.

Their's is a virtual existence, minds waiting to be given bodies of paper and ink, to be seen by veryoen for what they are.


No! Looking at Johnten, Carrie, Cero, and the rest like that... I'll kill their humanity... That'd be irresponcible.

I feel like Shion from Xenosaga, at the beginning where she wishes she could keep KOS-MOS in the Encephalon forever. Truthfully, I fear the Team will be rejected and forced back to their lonely existence in my mind and computer.



Wow... I almost seemed emo for a moment there... I need to lighten up

I may or may not be here to stay, but I'm back for a little while. NA is going well. Bipersonality's slowed to an angonizing halt, and I've not had a good mind infection to fill the void in weeks! sad
Almost everyone has left campus (Am in college now), so I've no one to socialize with, which makes my mental void even bigger. I'm becoming an apathetic, lazy blob. crying