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My Thoughts....... Read If You Dare......
Here I'm gonna write down my thoughts for people to read. I do this everyday anyway in one of my many diaries or form them into poems or (personally my favorite way to let out my thoughts) sketches. I decided to make this so you can see what's in my


Soooooo........ bored today..... almost bored to tears...... I can't talk to anyone cause nobody is on anything! It's freakin insane! Ugh......... I feel terrible too........ headache..... stomachache....... and I think my headache is turning into a migraine..... everything is against me today, again.... Like seriously nobody is talking to me! Nobody is on any website, nobody is texting me, it's just that everyone is so busy except me and it sucks..... Earlier I was ready to just casually fall through a second story window into the ocean.... that would have been more fun for me than this nothingness called boredom....... The only things I've done today are clean my room, repaint my nails, and fight repeatedly with my mom....... She finally let me on the computer so the first thing I did when I got on was listen to music and the first song just happened to be I Hate Everything About You by Three Days Grace, but I've calmed down so now I'm listening to Dare You To Move by Switchfoot.

I'm singing to it because it's a great song and I love Switchfoot since I find them to be an awesome band.

Anyways....... have a better day than me because later I get to go listen to a tennis teacher ramble on about pointless crap I already know...... so yeah have more fun than me....

Whatevers.....


Love,
Ally




I feel a little better now cause I talked to people but I'm still kind of depressed..... so I've decided to name a lot of bands I like just to give you a general description of what music I listen to rather than leaving you with a simple genera of music cause then it could be any band. So basically I'm giving you a better way to get to know me if you are really into music like I am. I live and breath music! My ipod is always on my person or nearby within my reach.... it's my best friend. I listen to a wide variety but lately as I have progressed further into my goth/emo stage I've been slowly narrowing down my music variety so now I basically listen to alternative or heavymetal or the many other kinds of music that relate to it very closely, such as gothic metal, metalcore, screamo, emo, Post-grunge, alternative rock, horror punk, death metal, deathcore, etc..... But believe it or not I do have a couple bands that actually have the words glam rock synthpop in their music description, but I only have two bands like that and it's because I like them so much I wasn't willing to give them up. Now, yes it's true I do listen to artists who aren't in that grouping of music I said above but I only use them to work on my vocals. I use three other female artists that don't scream in their music at all so I can use them to help me practice my singing. Okay, sorry to everyone but I am a talker sometimes so you can either learn to deal with it or stay off my page..... (sorry it took so long to get to them I just prefer to let you know why I'm writing....) now here we go for the bands.....

Bands:
Eyes Set To Kill
Poisonblack
As I Lay Dying
Bless The fall
From Autumn To Ashes
Story Of The Year
Lostprophets
Aiden
Atreyu
Sentenced
Charon
Nightwish
Kittie
Rammstein(German band- only sing in German)
Rob Zombie
Nine Inch Nails
Drowning Pool
System Of A Down
Sex Pistols
Nirvana
Red(hard to find)
Fireflight
Texas In July
Liferuiner
Seether
Slipknot
Poison The Well
It Dies
Today
All That Remains
Norma Jean
All Shall
Perish
Converge
Bleeding Through
I Killed The Prom Queen
August Burns Red
Eternal Lord
From A Second Story Window
Parkway Drive
Hopesfall
Three Days Grace
Puddle Of Mudd
Bring Me The Horizon
Hinder
Tokio Hotel
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Bullet For My Valentine
Cinema Bizarre
All American Rejects
Boys Like Girls
The Killers
Escape The Fate
Rise Against
All Time Low
Cobra Starship


That's only some of my bands I listen to! I have many more but I didn't feel like naming all of them(too lazy) but you should check these guys out! I love all of them cause they all rock! And Most of them have some really cute/hot guys in them(just for anybody who is interested.) Keep in mind that I do have a twisted way sometimes and I get mad very easily so if you are wondering why I listen to such strange bands it's because I have lot of bad moments and I listen to music that my family calls "angry music" but you can call it whatever.....

Peace......

Love,
Ally

A Broken Heart Is Like A Broken Mirror. It's Better To Leave It Broken Than To Hurt Yourself Trying To Fix It.



So far today I have stayed at home and been miserable because my friend Mason went on vacation and we can't talk until Friday so I'm kinda upset about it....... He is a really close friend and I love to talk to him all the time...... This will be the first time we would have gone more than like one day without talking for at least a half an hour or longer. We can't talk for a whole week and I'm soo..... sad now....... whenever I'm talking to him I feel so much better..... I always smile too..... don't ask why, it's hard for me to explain but it's nice..... anyways, I've been home all day with tv, the computer, youtube, ipod, and my sketch pad so I could try and occupy myself but it was the worst idea ever because I can't get my mind off missing Mason..... It's horrible.... I think if I was drowning it would feel better than this.... and all this missing him and everything is making me tired, upset, and just plain bored!!! It's driving me freaking insane!!!! Ugh.... but I have to get used to it for this week anyway......

Whatever......
It's stressing me out stressed
Making me wanna cry crying
It's making me sad cry
And it's making me wanna scream! scream

Just to let ya'll know I define myself as goth mixed with emo and there are alot of reasons for that. But I'm not going to get into that now, maybe next time..... emo emo

Bye..... hope you have a better day/week than me....

Love,
Ally

A Broken Heart Is Like A Broken Mirror. It's Better To Leave It Broken Than To Hurt Yourself Trying To Fix It.

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