i kno. i kno. i should really be doing this more offten. but it's hard. well anyway i broke up wit my bf a few weeks ago and he still like's me. i wish we could go 3 mounth's back to where we were friend's but it's not that easy. he keep's asking me "will you go back out with me? i promis i will stop being retarded." and "why exactully did you break up with me?" those are really hard q's for me. and yes i broke up wit him for being retarded. but there r other reason's too. like he's turning into a jacka** lately, he smoke's, and i just don't like him anymore. i dont want to be one of those girl's who leads ppl on just bcuz they don't want to be singel for a while. and i might just be better off singel. i still have crushe's alot and yea i like haveing a bf too. but idk... thing's are just hard. and right now i kinda like this other guy. well guy's. but there pry only crushes and they will blow off eventually. i hope.
oh and p.s. i did say we went out for 3 mounth's right? that's a long time.... heart eek stressed blaugh gonk scream stare question cry confused dramallama wahmbulance burning_eyes ninja exclaim mrgreen
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