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Neraida
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Posted: Mon Nov 16, 2009 @ 06:24am

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	Wouldn't Believe It. I've changed so much in the past... 4 years? Sure, we'll go with that. It's funny tho', 'cause I still remember all of those moments. Glad to say that I finally made it. I know what I want to do in life now. Kind of. I've amassed an amazing array of friends, whom I care about deeply. I'm starting to really get in touch more with God. Kinda weird, thinking about it. I'm in college, going towards "visual communications and design". I've moved away. I'm on good terms with my family. I can drive. It's so silly how our priorities change over time. How friendships change and evolve. Oh yes. I've also gained a sister in the whole process. Met a sophomore kid my senior year... She's now like my best friend/sister. It's really silly all the hardships we've been through. Wouldn't change it for the world. Wouldn't change anything, actually. heart

Posted: Sun Jan 01, 2006 @ 02:48am

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	Uggies I'm so bored. I kind of wish Monsieur Dahveed was here so I could talk to him. Beh. And you know, I could have done something interesting today.. but I declined. Should I blame my friend who ditched out on me, or myself for not wanting to go alone? I mean, I could go alone.. and still have fun.. but it's just not the same. I'm already sick of this place. And everything it has to hold. Meh. Maybe I should go cling to Tobais, my Mister FluffyBear? He's so cool. Haha. whee

Neraida
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Posted: Thu Nov 24, 2005 @ 08:36am

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	Huh I used to feel like st, and I was going to ask if that was so the lufferlies, and if you were proud of me. But.. oddly enough, now I don't. Yeay fun. whee heart** I mean.. like, everything's just been going blahish.. and chlike, Thanksgiving is nothing special. It's actually rather much like Christmas.. only without the awesome presents.. and chlike.. this weekend will be the dull and borings. I could probably kill myself. D; A THOUSAND times! Damn CPU.. evil evil. xD A friend let me borrow Soul Caliber 3. That is so the addictings. D; Not as addicting as MGS though. Hell no. Hah. Yeah. Warm fuzzy feeling starting to fade now... yeay fun. clings to it

Posted: Mon Oct 17, 2005 @ 05:31am

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	Whoa, really? So the last time I've posted in this journal was like, in August. For me, that's like.. forever and a decade. Oh mans. So, anyways.. I don't really feel so good right now. It comes and goes. But.. right now, I'm kind of thinking about one of my friends. And... it almost feels as if I don't know them anymore. Since like, lack of conversation. They're never there. But, when they are.. Everything just seems like the same again. And, is it wrong to find this incredibly weird? I don't know. I'm.. just really sad I guess. I even wrote a poem about it. Awhile ago. Although I guess it kind of applies to other things as well. I don't know. All I know is that I'm kind of sad.. when I'm all alone and not being bothered by my wonder peeps. lol. And the kitty-chan. We lovels the kittykittyneko-chan mans. heart But yeah. Lemme find the po-em. You say that the fault was mine And yet I scoff. I don't know why it rains at night Why barriers are broken, and yet quickly mended It seems as if the world is falling apart And yet you don't notice a thing In your mind's eye, everything is just the same But I dare not mention what troubles me so Afraid of destroying whatever it is I have left The world is drifing, that much I know I try to mend it, but not a one is there Too busy to notice, too happy to care The world is drifing, but it's all just the same. Afraid to fix it, afraid to complain Afraid of destroying what precious remains. You say that the fault was mine But sometimes I wonder.. As I shed these tears in vain Yeah. It's kind of different when you know where the source came from when writting that. Like, iunno. At first I got blamed that the reason we never see each other was because of me. But... sometimes I wonder. And yeah. It's nothing really. I'm just making a big deal over nothing. But man.. it makes me sad, and there's really nothing that either side can do about it. I mean, like.. I feel bad that I feel this way. And I don't really want that to be known. But.. I guess I'm still leaving out some details. That's something that's currently bugging me right now though. Hah. My poetry sucks. As per usual. <3

Neraida
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Posted: Tue Aug 16, 2005 @ 04:45pm

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	Wow.. If it looks like it works, and it feels like it works.. then it works.

Posted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 @ 07:41pm

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	I feel... somehow.. snubbed. Whoosh. But you know what? I REALLY DON'T CARE!! Whoosh! ..no, not really. That'd be a lie. I'm just dying from the heat in here. My dad's being a dork off about installing the air conditioner.. so... yeh. In other news, my dear friend committed suicide the other day. I... still can't really talk about it. It.. was sad. The poor popsicle! T_________T tear And he was the last of his kind too.. ;.;

Neraida
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Posted: Mon Jul 04, 2005 @ 07:29am

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	Rawr. I've come to think that no one ever really cares anymore. But it's okay, because I think I've come to just stop caring too. It's sad though, if you think about it. The caring. If only you knew what I was talking about..

Posted: Sat Jun 25, 2005 @ 06:52am

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	Merg. I'm depressed. End of story. Thank you, and good night. And please, if you think you had anything to do with it, don't flatter yourself. Because you didn't. -.-

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