As I posted on my myspace....
Ok, I talked to Robyn, got everything out in the open about all the crap going on in my life, and now that she's put things in perspective for me, I'm ready to address it to the world. Btw, Robyn, I love you, and thank you SOOOOO much ^_^. I love you!
As for everyone else, those of you who think I've done wrong, screw you all! All I've ever done with my life is strive to make others happy, no matter what the cost was to me, and the one time, the ONE time I ask the same from someone, I become the monster, the b***h. I don't know what you want from me, world. Nobody needed me anymore, so I finally started taking care of myself, and then I become the bad guy? I am NOT going to take this sitting down. You can curse me, you can blame me, point the finger, whisper behind my back, and scream into my face, but I don't care anymore. I did what was in my best interest for once, and even though it bit me in the butt, I do not regret my decision. For a few weeks, I was HAPPY! If you would begrudge me for that, for two weeks of happiness, when all I wanted was the same for you, loved you and hoped for your dreams to come true regardless of the cost to me, then I don't need you. I have friends who love me even when I screw up, and if one of them turns their back on me, I have others who are truer than that. I DON'T NEED YOU!
That being out of my system, this is not aimed at anyone in particular, but a group of people who will probably never read this, but I don't care. It's none of you, and it's not personal. Sometimes we all need to scream "screw the world". I rarely explode like this, so forgive me if I offended.
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