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I'm on mid-term right now biggrin but it hasn't all been great. a whole load of my friends came round and we had a game of soccer. it was great fun except two of my best friends never said one word to me albeit a hello from one of them. One of the others just stared at me any time i said something. its was horrible, the feeling of being an outcast cry i mean they were all having fun together they just didn't seem to want to know me. I had to resort to calling for my other friend just so i could have someone to talk to. i have no idea what made them act the way they did but i really hope they have it all out of they're systems by Friday. i also keep getting repeatedly teased over not having a boyfriend. i say that it doesn't bother me but it does. i have so much to give but nobody seems to care. the 2 guys that i do like already have girlfriends and i wouldn't dare try and steal them because one is the boyfriend of one of my best friends and is also my friend and the other is one of my best friends also. maybe it was just because his girlfriend was there but normally me and S. have a great laugh together. he came round with us on Halloween the previous night and then the next day he snubs me. i just don't know what to think. cry crying