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There once was a saying that went something like this, "Live life to its fullest" What if the fullest of life is death? The fullest life you can live is not nessisarally the best. If your life is full, Question what that means. to each person life to its fullest capasity will be diffrent. To me life to its fullest is impossible to reach, it would be knowing everything from school befor you are sapose to etc.
I love to sing, school work is troubling but i can do it. I can but my motivation is poor. My attitued is low. I have no self asteem. If you complement me i will tell you your wrong. This is just how i am, it is not something to change, possibly fix, but not change. To change that factor would be to change who i am. I do not want that nor need that.
Who i am is good for me. I understand things this way, i work things out that way, I know what to do. If someone changed that one aspect about me, I would not be me.
It has begun to change.
They say- "Actions speak louder then words" What actions speak louder? Actions are silent, and so they do not speak. Body languidge is key, you can communicate with it alone. Ever try that?
I have changed because of actions, not words. Actions have started the change within me. Complements i will not take, but actions, they are something i can not denie. Someone dear to me, Krimson, he spoke to me as an equal. That was when i started to change. As i spoke with him i learned little things about actions, words, feelings, the links. You can make someone feel infereior if they think that of themselves. All you have to do is stand up stright, and hold yourself supireor. If you do this wrong, people may laugh at you. If you do this right, people will respect you if they do not know you. Something within the brain clicks that another is supiror when they act so.
This i learned from Krimson, I had someone i talked to befor, he acted in that manner, i only spoke to him once but i knew he was stronger by his actions. Not a demenstration of power, but what he did, the little things. No matter what you do, everything you do effects anothers point of view on you. I watched for this to see if i was right. Someone once came in who did not act supiror, he acted fake. No matter what he did, everyone, including myself, would see him as a child. Its ture, people respect those who act as such to be respected.
This is my lesson for those who have not yet established themselves in a roll. Act as you wish to be treated, and treat others how they act. It is society to its fullest.
DreamerEla · Thu Sep 01, 2005 @ 03:24am · 3 Comments |
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The old ways sweapt away, i am dub to explain myself again and again, several intranced by me but the first to grab me will remain the one with the tytle of my love, he will remain the one who receaves the shell. even though he is gone, i will still be devoted to him alone for he took me first. even if i was clamed befor, he took me first.
DreamerEla · Tue Aug 23, 2005 @ 06:00am · 0 Comments |
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You live for life So why live to begin with? To follow a path or walk the paved road To run with the wind or dance with the leaves Your life is your own be who you be. Deseptions and riddles antisipashens and querks Love and live But live to love. What do you do as you sit alone? wondering just who might come home what might go wrong who might see this or that.
All paths have trees and darkness Witch one will you follow?
DreamerEla · Mon Aug 22, 2005 @ 08:05am · 0 Comments |
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well actully forgotten would be more like it, i still cant remember my past fully... its annoying but i can handle it. something seems left unknown.
Oh by the way, here's a link to my old journal
AlEyDrEaMs Journal
DreamerEla · Sat Aug 20, 2005 @ 10:11am · 0 Comments |
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AlEyDrEaM When i was young i had one body, one mind, I couldnt stand the guilt that was driven on me for nothing, they would tease me, taunt me, scold me, and tell me things i did, making me feel guilty but i never was. And so i split to two. Iva became the side without guilt, she split from me. She made me. her energy with my own and forced mine into the body i had witch could become nothing more then the wind. She became an evil side of one in two bodys, and thus it was formed. She made a syrum that if one drank, their soul and energy would seperate from their body, but their energy would seperate from their soul. I gave her my wolf side and she became only a wolf demon, Befor we where an Ice wolf demon, basically a wolf demon with ice powers, I kept the Ice powers and now have back my wolf demon side.
DreamerEla · Wed Aug 03, 2005 @ 07:44pm · 0 Comments |
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Dear Friend This is descriptive of what i feel |
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DreamerEla · Fri Jul 22, 2005 @ 01:49am · 0 Comments |
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Wake up sleeping. Dead to the cold of the living, Alive to the warmth of the dead. Looking forward to yesterday, And back at tomarrow. Away from there we travil, We travil there from here. The X with no cross gids us, The O with corners stayed behind.
Now and then i wonder just why the O with corners did. The one of Pen said Forever is Eturnity, The one of Voice said Never is Eturnity, She said both are right and now its up to you to deside the answere.
What is eturnity? But what is wrong? More important then whats and buts, How to change what you find as Eturnity to match the beleaf you follow.
DreamerEla · Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 10:04pm · 1 Comments |
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Around the bush and threw the picket march |
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As many may notice, my type of writing will be diffrent from most. I will use this space provided by our jenourus Gaia creators to be creative on my own and with my way. This is my place and I know what I like. The Jouranal of AlEyDrEaM is one that i worshup and now you will see her power. She is the one who holds the key to many things you did not yet see at her age. Now as i ramble in knowince i will tell you some things you never thought would be told from me. But you dont know me. The silent ones are always your worst enime
DreamerEla · Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 06:19am · 0 Comments |
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