So, the other day, I was on Gaia and I was helping a friend make a guild. Today I am still sending gold as I get it trying to contribute but I was curious as to why helping her is so important. And upon thinking, I discovered, that I'm not doing it for her. I'm doing it for the guild. So all this time I donated to make myself feel nice for a few minutes when really it was only so I could have a place to go and enjoy myself. Let me tell you, I felt awful! But then, my bad feelings would subside as soon as I thought that there was still the other people who would also enjoy this guild! So, I made myself feel better by thinking about ways that I am not selfish regarding this guild. And back to the title of this entry. I am curious as to why no one ever tells people that they are selfish? I am more than willing to admit that at first thought, the money was more for me than my friend. I think that if people were to be open to their own emotions and tell people, or at least give them the oppurtunity to know how they think, friendships would be much more stable. So! If you are trying to strengthen a friendship. Don't allow them to be curious! Tell the Truth!
Any comments will be appreciated!
Sori Toriyama · Sun Aug 07, 2005 @ 11:03pm · 2 Comments |