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"Awakening to that poison in my life but now it was worse."
"Hunger"
"Thirst"
"Warmth"
"These three things I learned made my new canines itch to be pleasured from the warmth of the blood... the very thing that sustained all the effects of the poison."
"Opening up to new eyes. Wounds from what happen that night were healed and Yes, I could be with him, my love, forever. It became frustrating at first to ignore the routine to sleep and that I had to stay out of the light as much as possible."
"New rules bounded me which made me feel more like a child when I lived with my family."
"And through out the time slowly it came clear that my love for Kiru was Gone and replace with the Scaring Fear of that night and will never go away."
"Why was I fated so.... I don't recall asking for such a thing, why would I want to be damned like this. To live and never love... I stayed calmed about the whole thing though it played in my thoughts always, and then I notice Kiru started to slowly becomeing more distant."
-The figure shifts positions as the shadows enhance his frown.-
"And even through out my struggle to become this ... this dare I say twisted nightmare, I notice things that made me weak once again."
"The fact I was bitten before I got to fully live tears at my thoughts of what could have been."
"The respect for living often faded as I walked amongst them at night fall and soon had urges to start things to give them a reason to purposely try to threaten what my existence might be."
"I then hated myself more for being so blind about the world and result this started my rage towards women for I swore to never love one like I did mother."
"My hunts at first played out only on moonless nights as I grew to like the moon more that's when I started hunting more frequently."
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"Opening up to new eyes. Wounds from what happen that night were healed and Yes, I could be with him, my love, forever. It became frustrating at first to ignore the routine to sleep and that I had to stay out of the light as much as possible."
"New rules bounded me which made me feel more like a child when I lived with my family."
"And through out the time slowly it came clear that my love for Kiru was Gone and replace with the Scaring Fear of that night and will never go away."
"Why was I fated so.... I don't recall asking for such a thing, why would I want to be damned like this. To live and never love... I stayed calmed about the whole thing though it played in my thoughts always, and then I notice Kiru started to slowly becomeing more distant."
-The figure shifts positions as the shadows enhance his frown.-
"And even through out my struggle to become this ... this dare I say twisted nightmare, I notice things that made me weak once again."
"The fact I was bitten before I got to fully live tears at my thoughts of what could have been."
"The respect for living often faded as I walked amongst them at night fall and soon had urges to start things to give them a reason to purposely try to threaten what my existence might be."
"I then hated myself more for being so blind about the world and result this started my rage towards women for I swore to never love one like I did mother."
"My hunts at first played out only on moonless nights as I grew to like the moon more that's when I started hunting more frequently."
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