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i am officially apologizing to everyone who's emotions i may have crushed sad im sorry

FINALLY GOT BACK ON THIS THING GEEZ THE SITE DIDNT LIKE ME FOR A WHILE MY GOD AHH oh and this girl likes me......i aint gonna lie. i like her too. we might end up going out..sometime soon. ^^;;

i feel lonely...

my dad took my comp away.
im sneakin on it right now
chances are it'll be gone for the next week or so.
i hate him...
i love you ashleyy i miss you heart
lov ya kait [she's my best friend ashley dont worry lol]

11 to 5 today
ima gonna sing at work too lol
yum yum bumble bee bumble bee tuna

im workin today 2 to 9 and my cuzins are sleeping over
so i wont be on much
im just getting a bit in the morn
love you ashley
im sorry

Gusto1408: god
Gusto1408: i sound really horrible
Gusto1408: -.-
xxoNightWishoxx: no you dont, just go on
Gusto1408: no
Gusto1408: i do
Gusto1408: i basically sound like i wanna cheat on her
Gusto1408: i dont
Gusto1408: but
Gusto1408: i dont know
Gusto1408: my emotions get confused too easily
xxoNightWishoxx: *hugs*
Gusto1408: like now
Gusto1408: gray's not engaged anymore
Gusto1408: she broke up with AJ
Gusto1408: she wants me to call her
Gusto1408: or her call me
Gusto1408: and me and you are really close
Gusto1408: and ashley is barely on now cuz she has exams
Gusto1408: and i get bored
Gusto1408: and i need love
Gusto1408: so
Gusto1408: i go to other people
Gusto1408: and then
Gusto1408: my life sucks
Gusto1408: so i feel horrible

thats all true, ashley...
but
when i talk to you
its like
i never want to leave...i never want to let you go
and i miss you
i really do.
this was necessary. im being as honest as i can be. took me a while ^^;
i hope i wont regret this...i hope you wont regret having me. sad
whatever happens tho, im still here. i'll always be here, and i do love you
i just..sorta still need to figure out why im so ******** up and what really is going on in my head. *Sigh*

i already miss my baby sad
i love you ashleyy

first day at my job...pray for me dammit!! im nervous crying