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I know I only just wrote a journal but I do have a lot of stuff to get off my chest...a lot of it bad, but it would probably clear things up a bit more to Nathan who I am really writing this for so he doesn't think I hate him.

Ok I'll start from the begining and probably the most impactful....school.
Now normally this isn't much of an issue for me, but lately sad
Basically I got called outside of class by my Tutor a few weeks back....now he explains to me that due to my behaviour in lessons (I have missbehaved in all of my lessons apart from Maths...)
and he tells me I have to go see my head of year...my first thought is something I am not going to type down, but it wasn't pleasent.
So I go to Mr Bridge later on and he then sends me to the Headteacher sad
So then I go see him and he tells me to my face that if I don't start working I will have to leave the skool...it wasn't any presure but he said he didn't rele want me there stare
So I take it as a warning and wot do I do?
CARRY ON
so now I'm almost certainly going to be moving schools come the christmas, that Nath is why I've been quiet...because I'm being moved schools.

As for everything else it's kinda personal rele, and it wud seem pathetic to say it, but it's important to me and to be honest that's what matters....so Nathan and everyone who knows me at skool, I just want to say how great it's been knowing you all and we have had some great memories in the school.

Pissing off Galpin
Pissing off Mr Jukes
Destroying rooms
Taking the piss out of Crocker
Pissing off Miss Colings
Miss Calis walking out of the closet
Locking Thompson on the roof
Throwing random s**t at Ben
Messing around in PE

The memories are endless guys and I just want to thank you for letting me be a part of them.

Well this is a first...a journal in science class biggrin
It sucks here...I am soooo bored and am doing feck all, I just read Dunbars journal and I feel kinda bad rele.....cause Lee was looking at the screen when he wasn't surposed to...I didn't rele read the bit where it said he shouldn't read it but what's done and done...and well...I'm sorry Dunbar.

But anyways lately school has been pretty average..yesterday I had this random girl try to talk to me in my street and kept on gigling...COULD IT BE MORE OBVIOUS....in school right now nothing hs rele happened, there are a few french students here who are fit...I've decided I want to trade in all of the english girls for french wooooooooooo!!!!

That's bout it for now I guess....byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

The summer is almost over crying
There's like...2 weeks left of the summer hols and I'm missing it already
But it isn't all bad, I mean I get to see friends I didn't see over the holidays, like Boyd and people like that.

So all in all It's rele depressing but I'll get over it, I start my swimming season again starting September competitions suck sometimes cause the training takes up too much time, but I guess it pays off and it's a lot of fun too .

The summer truly has been great though, it never fails to keep me entertained and take all the pressures off school away which I rele love. The next two weeks though are going to be more family orientated, which I don't mind in small dosages. My dad has taken the next two weeks off to spend time with the rest of us which is rele great because my dad is hardly ever home cause he works long hours and is out most of the day
But the next two weeks he's here and we're going to spend most of the time together which I'm rele gonna enjoy, cause like I said most of the time he's working .

But anyway that's bout it, I'm depressed that the summer is over BUT I'm happy that I finally get to spend some time with my dad who hasn't been off all summer till now.

Today I realised that the saying is true.
'Keep your friends close, and your enimies even closer'
As I found out that the greatest actor in the school even had me fooled with his act of friendship, and I am not going to name names but he has hurt me emotionally and personally I want nothing more to do with him, but since my source doesn't want me to take it further I won't.
But whoever is reading this, just remember that in this world, your best friend could turn out to be your worst enemy...

Well nothing has really changed since last time, I am almost certainly in love with a girl and I really care about her.

My friends rule right now, I have realised which ones were genuine and which ones were....bullshiters.
But anyway, I've gotton over Tanya, I'm starting to get my life back on track and righting the wrongs done and all in all my life has taken a U-turn.
Try to leave comments if you can biggrin

Well where to start...
Okay, my name is Luke and to know me can be pretty confusing at times, half the time I don't even get me, but all in all I'm a good friend to have and I try my hardest to keep my friends happy above me being happy, which is why half the time I keep my personal problems to myself.

Lately the last few months have been really confusing to be honest, I have lost a great girlfriend who meant the world to me, and well I've made some very stupid decisions which I'd rather not post to any random person who can just read this, but if you really want to know just leave a comment and I'll pm u and tell u the full story.

But it isn't all bad, I have some great friends at school and am very happy that they are still even talking to me after what I've done to myself and it really makes you realise what great friends you can have when going through a hard time.

But anyway, it's all good, few bumps in my life but who doesn't have them?

Pleeeeease try to leave a comment smile

and I'll keep u posted on whatever happens, good or bad.