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Why should i? do i even have a choice in the matter? what happens if i don't? Does it effect me directly? Would the ones i love get hurt? Would they turn against me if i do not? it is my choice right? what gives you the right to determine what i can and cannot do? I do not understand. Why is it that i am left with this decision and that no matter the path i choose, i am the one that suffers in the end?


But how can i be sure, if i do not try? How am i suppose to predict the outcomes, i am no fortune teller. I have to choose what i believe is the best path. I must not fear failure, otherwise, i will never move forward. This is my choice, this is my life, this is my path, and i will accept my punishments.