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I am here to spread the messages of the lies and the world around us that we have desensored ourselfs to
memories haunt
I'm reely deppressed because memories haunt me. I was walking up the road with two of my friends Dustin Vega and Keven Thomas up the road my eyes were filled with tears and I looked up at them.
"Could you guys come hontme with me? I'm scared. I think my Step Dad is going to hit me again." they understood and agreed. But when we got to my house my step dad sent them away at the door and started screaming and yelling at me and then...let just say my step dad cornered me in the living room while we had guests
"YOU SEE!!! THIS STUFF YOU DO!! YOU"RE PUSHING YOUR MOTHER INTO THE HOSPITAL AND YOU DON"T CARE DO YOU!!! YOU ARE GOING TO MURDER YOUR MOTHER!!!" He screamed in my face. I did all I could to try and not cry. I opened me mouth and tryed to argue
"NO it's not my fault! I do care I do!" My voice cracke and sore from the lump in my throat.
"YES IT IS AND YOU DON"T CARE" He grew more and more infuriated by the moment. We continued to argue for a few more minutes tell his face was purple and red. He raised his giant hand high and hit me so hard I had a dark bruise on my face.
The next day there was a bus delay do to snow so i went up to my ex bf Nik Edmonson house. I aked if I coule stay at there house until the buss came cuz I was scared to go home. They said it was ok.
A lot of my friends wanted to call the police when they saw my bruise and heard what had happened but I eventually conviced them not to because I wanted to stay with my friends.
Months later I was in trouble for something and my mom yanked my hair and started yelling and screaming at me calling me a slut, a whore, she said other terrible things and then said "I will not just sit by and watch you spread your legs for every god damn ******** guy that crosses your path" I'm still a virgin and not a slut! and then she said I was a lieing pile of s**t when I told her that I cried every night when she had to keep going to the hospital. when she found out what my dad had said to me repeatedly she agreed with him even when he said it to my face again right in front of her!

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