Ok, Let's start with the fact that I've made plenty of mistakes. Then let's continue on to the part where I've done a couple of things right but people don't see it that way. Life itself is confusing. All I can manage to do is try to do whats right. People do not see that. My mom tries to stop me from doing what she did in her early years. Sad part is, she knows it helped to shape her life to what it is now. She wants me to grow up but not have to go through it? Wtf? But atleast now she is trying to be reasonable. I'm trying to be diplomatic about everything and to go about things with respect. It's hard to see things from every angle though. And it's also easy to see how getting too involved in one life style can make you forget the rules for another. There is always so much to think about. I wish there was some cheat that could help you categorize everything and help you straighten your s**t out, honestly. But atleast throughout this whole little endeavour I still manage to be me. Everything I stand for and everything I believe remains in tact despite being rattled. Not to mention I managed to use my little philosophies on life to turn the potential worst day of one life to a not so bad normal day. And I managed to win the respect of my uncle, which is hard to do. Will someone cut me a break and realize I want something more than your average guy? Oh and that's another thing. I get no love. The girls do not like me. I must be boring. Sad part is that it doesn't bother me too much because most girls are pretty shallow in personality. But the ones I fall for I fall hard. =P I just wish someone would appreciate me a little more. Wow. I just figured out what I want. Just a little more appreciation and respect. A chance to be trusted. And maybe some head. lol heart
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