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Ok i've been asked alot of what i look like so here i am.

Well i'm back in school blaugh ! I can't believe that makes me happy rofl ! I've been talking to my crush redface . He sends no signals sad ! I can't tell if he likes me or not confused ! It's really annoying xp ! But oh well. I'm trying to gather enough strength to ask him out but so far it's not going to well stare . Well Valentines day was a normal day only more candy than normal sad . Oh well. Now that i'm back in school i don't want to go. I skipped one class yesterday on valentines day. But i got caught wandering the halls by a teacher so i had to go to class . It sucked. For some weird reason i've been depressed lately. It's hard to have one of my best friend amanda talk about her little brother when mines all the way in California. Everyone i got some advise for you. Appreiciate your brother and parents while you have them. You never know if something will happen that you were seperated away from them. I always think of the times i would say to myself i hate my little brother or mom or dad and i cry because now that i don't have them i realize i can't tell them i'm sorry. I realize i won't be able to wake up and go hug them and tell them i love them. I won't be able to watch my brother grow up and make new friends. When i was with him i never thought about that. But now i think about that all the time. It's hard but you realize it's ok to cry and feel hurt. This is to all you kids that make fun of other peoples moms "You need to stop! Some kids don't have there parents! You know how much one little your mamma joke can hurt someone with no mom! Lets just say when someone made fun of my mom i almost burst into tears right there in class!" Well i'm out bye bye cry

- Kiki crying

Hey today i had to stay home again xp ! I wish i wasn't so sick stare ! I can't see my friends at school sad ! Well i geuss i just have to keep hopeing i get better 3nodding ! I have a new crush heart . I won't tell his name to everyone though because i don't know maybe he has a acount on Gia and then he will know redface ! He's really sweet though! And funny! And hes super hot blaugh ! But knowing me i'll get over my crush on him soon! Or maybe not ! This may last for a long time! Sometimes i hate my life neutral . I don't know where my parents are and my little brother lives in a whole different state than me crying ! I live with my grand parents and they get on my nerves sometimes scream ! Well i gtg! Bye bye!

- Kiki_demon twisted