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another depressing day it seems that all i can do lately is coment on facts of life well the good news is a friend of mine that i don't normally see is coming over she came over last week but this time she needed a place to get away so hell i said well come on over!!! lol oh and hell you guys will love this my bf went to upstate newyork right? well as it turns out hes stuck there in poor living conditions and belive it or not people belive it or notbut his flipping mom got him into this mess crappy huh??? heh! yeah i know it!!! well not only that but she uses him and well lets just say she has this thing about internet bfs like she has 12 differnt men on the i-net that she says she wants to marry its fliping stupid yay argh!!!.... sry just had to rant anyways theres a worse part to the story lol but i'm sure you'll love this... okay lately i've been getting yelled at for doing somthin that makes me calm down it pissed me off for a while since it was my drawing... but now i've almost completely lost touch with my artwork so of course its taking me some time lol so all of thouse who are whatching me on deviant art i'll put some new stuff up soon after i get some time been real busy lately whew!!! well anyways i hope you guys like my new profile page i actually figured out the backround yay!!! it wasn't that hard ether lol (and i am suprized yet again) lol now all i need to learn is how to do html lol well maybe i'll get a book for that xd well the good news is if you like contests and have a deviantart account i am running a contest ^^ its great i'll be workin with my contest again ^^ i can assure you that one lol... but all the same if you can spread the word i'll be around i can assure you that much lol and about the colored picture of me lately i haven't been able to put anything up or take anything so please be patient with me i know its hard to wait sometimes but i'm workin on it keep in touch everyone and i'll be hearing from you all soon hopefully ^W^ 4laugh 4laugh 4laugh 4laugh 4laugh

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okay just found this ausome sight... it's called deviantart.com it's cool ^^ check out my sight if nay of you are ever on it it's pretty cool merewyn introduced me to it thanks again merewyn...^^

this is the link to my sight enjoy ^^

My deviantart page ><

okay i drew this one for our dearest kyo kun a good friend and a loving companion if only you guys could meet him >< he is SOOOOOOOO HOTT!!! ><



like the drawings??? i would like comments?

this is just one of the many i draw i know it's kinda big but the pic was a total butt the try and shrink so sry but all the same i hope you all enjoy it this is one of my real life drawings...

just please don't steal my drawing's i might be okay with you using a picture of mine or i'll even suggest that i'll draw one for you but please DON"T STEAL my artwork it tolk a while to draw... well more or less a few minutes and a few more to do over in pen but please don't steal it.

this picture is of 2 charicters in one of the yahoo groups i'm running... the males name is garret and is a friend of mines charicters the female Ava is my charicter... if you want more info on garret contact merewyn she's a good friend of mine and he is after all her charicter... i hope you guys like my drawing...

HORRAY TODAY IS THE DAY!!! finally... my mother is getting a divorce from my father... after 19 years of him throwing chairs at my mother and abusive actions finally my mother gets a divorce... personaly if it was me i'd have him sent to jail again but thats just it... (laughs) i'm just glad my mother is divorcing his a$$ honestly threw all the crap he put me and my little brothers and sisters i'm glad she's getting a divorce but today is the final court day... it's offisal today... i can't wait to hear what the results are though i feel sry for my little brothers in sisters. since they have really no choice weather they. go with my mom or my dad poor little ones... i'll miss them if they are having to be shared 6 months outta the year... one things for sure though if it's up to me that woun't happen... i'm determined to make my fathers life a living hell. there is gonn be no fliping way that he will take my little brothers and sisters away and beat them like he has beaten me and 2 other of my siblings so long ago... there ain't no way that man is gonna touch them not if i have anything to say about it... twisted twisted twisted

okay now that you've seen the creepy me i'm betting your wanting to actually see what i look like without all the black and the make up... when i'm not trying to freak anyone out or just trying to torcher little brothers and sisters u can usually find me looking something like this below... thats basicly my casual dress though i just normally wear a pull over shirt lol okay okay so it's a little more formal for me... hey i this picture was a comfortible one i'll update these pictures later on...
this is me pretty much relaxed not wearing anymake up and just enjoying myself ^///^ heart heart xd :

Me in goth....((this was just to freak out some people but i actually liked the black look it's just so me twisted lol when i feel like it it is called black mode and in my opinion everyone has a black mode... so enjoy this is just one side of the big me... lol ^///^ heart ))

okay questions about kyo kun... we have one here. and luckily he's one of your bestest friends truth is... we love u so much kyo kun!!!! FRANS FOREVER!!! a kagura at heart... heart heart heart heart