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Kiti13
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Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2006 @ 05:32pm

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	Apologies I'm sorry for everything. I should not have done what I did. I have many regrets but that night is my biggest. I hate what I have done to him. And I hate what I have done to you. I am going to try to back off. But I promise that no matter what I will never try to take him away from you. Don't forget that when you two almost stopped talking over someone else, I wouldn't let it happen. I care about both of you alot. From the time I met the two of you I wanted your friendship. The last thing I want now is to lose it, though I fear I already have. But I would still rather lose your friendship than watch the two of you grow apart. I want you to be happy. If there is anything besides backing off that I can do to help please tell me. I apologize once again for everything that I have done. All the love and more heart

Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2005 @ 02:50am

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	Angry... evil I have to get out of my house. Mother is really pissing me off. She doesn't like any of my friends. No matter how many times I change, she still doesn't approve of me. I hate it. She says she loves me and that she does what she does because she doesn't want me to get in trouble. I have never done drugs or anything. I have only been drunk like three times. One of which was with her. And the others with my brother at my house. I don't get yelled at during school. I get good grades. I'm a good kid and she knows it. Yet every time I want to do something with my friends it's "No! I don't like them. And you need to spend some time at home!" Screw her. I never leave my ****** house. Ever. I spend all my time at home. With my effing family. I just want to start yelling at her. And then she complains that I'm nasty to her.. She is always a bh towards me unless I'm sitting there with just her. Then she's okay. But gosh! Could she give me one time of going out without a fight?! Erg... I'm going to bed before I slap her. ..::mumbles::.. Damn violent mind... Stupid people.. Just wanted to see Kong with Ben and Nick... ******* her.

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Posted: Thu Dec 29, 2005 @ 01:23am

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	Erg.. I am sleepy. stressed And sore. But I am forbidden to sleep.. Damn parents. I went snowboarding for the first time this season. It was awsome. Perfect conditions for a seven hour trip. Until I fell and almost became unconcious. But I just got back up and kept going for a few more hours. So basically it was the best day ever. Except that I miss everyone. But I'm not sure if I want to go back to school. With school comes everyone's problems. When I am at home with my family, all is well. But then I return to life with my friends and everything gets messed up again.. So I don't know if I want to go back. But I really want to see everyone.. Grr... I hate drama. My friends need me.. But they can be so annoying. It doesn't matter. I am always there for them. ..::mumbles::.. Stupid issues.. In the words of that dude from Ice Age "Get your issues off the road!" Oh well. I will just enjoy the break while I have it and then help my friends when they need me. That always works. Yeah until my parents get involved. But they won't anymore!

Posted: Tue Dec 27, 2005 @ 10:36pm

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	bleh So my grandparents just got here. Fun stuff I suppose. Except that it's going to require spending my break with them. Not like I ever leave my house anywy. I went to the laundromat. Haha it was awsome. I've been thinking alot today and yesterday. I wish Sara was un-grounded so I could talk to her. I miss everyone. That's the bad thing about breaks. I think and I miss people. Not seeing anyone bothers me. Like, I talk to some people but I rarely see anyone. Friday when we saw Memoirs of a Geisha was the first time I have really done anything with those people. And they are some of my close friends. ..::sticks tongue out::.. Bye.

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Posted: Tue Dec 27, 2005 @ 07:17pm

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	boredom... 10 Firsts: First Best Friend: Jessica Elaine Smith First Screen Name: lagallina779 First Pet: Midnight [my first doggie] and Simba [my first kitty] First Piercing: ears First Crush: Chris Toone First Music: Hansons First Car: none First REAL LOVE: Chris? First School: Fox Chapel in PA First House Location: umm.. I lived in like five different apartments between my birth and my fifth birthday, but my first house was on Evans Street. 9 Lasts: Last time you smoked weed: I haven't Last thing you ate: Saltine Crackers Last Car Ride: Home from Cassie's? Last Movie: High Tensions... but I fell asleep. Last Phone Call: Vicky Last CD Played: The Used. Last bubble bath: When I was babysitting and contemplating suicide like two years ago. Last Song You Heard: Yellow by Coldplay 8 Have You Evers: Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: Yes. Have You Ever Been Arrested: No Have You Ever Been on TV: Yes Have You Ever Kissed Someone and Then Regretted It: Yes Have you Ever cheated on a b/f-g/f: No Have You Ever been on a blind date: No Have You Ever been out of the country: Yes 7 Things You're Wearing: 1. Ithaca Hoodie 2. Black Pants 3. Maroon-ish thermal shirt 4. Socks 5. Chipped purple nail polish 6. Haha.. the bra that everyone at crew has seen. 7. Pink undies 6 Things You've Done Today: 1. Checked my email 2. Cleaned the family room 3. Drank tea 4. Empty the cat boxes 5. Slept 6. Talked to Vicky 5 favorite things In No Particular Order: 1. Stage crew 2. My Johnny corner 3. Family 4. Friends 5. Kitties 4 People You Can Tell Anything to: 1. Liz 2. Sarah 3. Sara 4. Vicky 3 Choices: 1. chocolate or vanilla: chocolate if I'm sad. Vanilla if I'm not. 2. hugs or kisses: both 3. pens or pencils: pencils 2 Things You Want to Do Before you die: 1. Live in England and Japan. 2. Raise a family. 1 favorite relative heart Greg. No questions.

Posted: Sun Dec 25, 2005 @ 12:53am

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	Getting Started I just created my Gaia so it may take me a while to get used to this. I hope to soon master it the way I have Livejournal and Myspace. I have begun worrying about a certain person alot. I am working on getting to know this person better. Maybe Gaia will help me. If you happen to read this: Cassie, I hope everything gets better. I read your entire journal today and almost started crying. I feel bad about what we did but at the same time I'm glad. I really do care about you. You may not believe me but it's true. Sara, Let me know what's going on. I am going to miss you so much. I was just beginning to know you and now I may lose you. I hate all of this. Ben, I know we don't know each other very well, But I want you to know how much I care about you. I am always here if you want to talk. -->>Kiti13<<--

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