I'm such a srew up...I feel like my life is falling apart around me and I know its all my own fault but it still sucks. There's way too much to go into here, but lets just say that part of it involves me failing my 2nd quarter of college. That, and I've been lying to my mom alot lately...about all sorts of stuff and I just can't seem to stop. I hate lying to her but I feel like I'm stuck in this downward spiral and I won't be able to stop until I hit rock bottom. I keep telling myself that everything will get better next quarter (starts in a few weeks) and I can start over and do everything right this time, but I'm not sure. I really hate myself right now.
LuckyZev · Wed Mar 08, 2006 @ 03:30pm · 0 Comments |